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i am shorter than someone.........haha =P waaaaaaa today walk past her i like drawf like that..........hahaz........then i saw you smile.........so happy lo.........=P anyway today also like nothing to write in particular..........juz that alvin and kenny came to my house to "study" maths.........but then study onli not even 1 hour go play liao...........haha........next time i lock the com room le.........haha.........then at night did not study, was slacking lazy study..........=X mayb tomolo lo...........i hope i study so much.......hope i can pass all my subjects..........and go on to sec 4...........and i have another wish that i will juz hope it comes true.....................and that is..............
todaY was juz trying as much to control myself, not to cry.......tried to laugh.........ppl say not natural...........but at least they dun know i am sad..........then plus JX take my phone see my msg's............cause we very free at school waiting for our classmates to come back from the poly thingy..........then he see alreadi ask me ALOT ALOT of qns..........waaaaaaaa can go crazy........nvm lo.......he remind me of something though..........my past lo.........so different from now.............one is so happy everyday, the other is so miserable everyday.............i wish i could go back.........went to read my past conversations...............cried again..........the past is juz so good to be living in it............how i wish i can have a second chance to go back to it..............hAiZ ='( [ the poOh rEminDs mE oF lOtS of tHinGs.........]
hAiZ.......who agrees i am useless ??? i feel like one.........but then in the past someone said i am not...........but now ??? dun know.........i feel like asking the person again........so i can lyk gain some confidence or it may turn out the other way round.......it would be so.........hAiZ........dun dare to ask........hAiZ......i am going to start mugging for my exams from tomolo..........wont write blog..........anyway.......today juz another miserable day..........although u ppl see my smile and laugh everyday........i am juz forcing myself to show u ppl that.........but wat you see is not always the truth..........especially after that day..........when i had high hopes of something special to happen..................which it did not........i am alone on my own i guess..........*CRYING* [although i promised you not to.........I AM SORRY ] i have been trying not to for quite a few months alreadi..........really cannot take it anymore..........SORRY nUe Er........] hAiZ......dun know wat to do next................juz waiting for something to happen...........and that is....................say for wat.......no one cares......... ='(
hahaz...........today parents all go work.......left me alone..........did abit of my hw then.................PLAYED all day =P but then i found that i am so much lousier in games.........cause i very long never play le.........hahaz.........recently starrting to love studying.........juz hope it give me a good place in SEC 4........hehe =P juz play play play today..........nothing much happened........
hAiZ......today during lesson so sleepy but was able to keep awake till i got some time to rest.....so i juz sat there........trying to sleep.......hoping i wont get the same dream as yesterday night........juz so sad dreamt about her being so good to me.......but its the past lo.........juz hope i could turn back time.........during contact time Mr Tay didnt come.......so i took the chance to sleep........=P........and the dream repaeated itself in my dreams again..........hAiZ........why cant i have something that can allow me turn back time.........i juz want to keep going back to the days.........where my happy memories now rest..........hAiZ..........after that i was like thinking i cant really smile lo........then saw li jue.....thwe one who keep calling me puay ling.......then she say why i like want to cry like that.......lol.......mayb lo........after DnT came home.......then i went straight into my room locked myself up for fun.........switch on the com........staring at the wallpaper out of the pic you sent me............make me think so much.......then visited my own blog to see my past posts........made me worse..........hope things turn out for the better after this friday..........hAiZ........dun feel like sleeping tonight........later see same dream........but in the other hand.......i hope i can see that dream again.....and relive in that day......in my dreams........but then again........i know when i wake up its another day away from the past..........hAiZ.........i juz wish all this can change this friday.........='(
hAiZ.......today go tto wake up early cause going to cycle all the way to EAST COAST PARK !!! erm........actually quite crazy lah..........cause it took us 3 whole hours to reach there !!! lucky not tiring cause we relax haha...........=P
then reach there already thought is class event......but onli like half the class go......diao.....then i go seaside pick seashells.........very innocent lo........suddenly "someone" throw me into the sea !!! AhHhHhHhH !!! whole body wet........hope it drys before we head home lo........hehe then went to the toilet to wash up.......cause the sea water very dirty lo.........EeEeEeE !!! then after that cycle back.....took even longer cause alvin and kenny tired alreadi.........although they never say, its quite obvious lo........haha, after that when we reach bukit timah.........alvin say go play LAN.......but then Han Sheng dun want to go, he say want to go home sleep...........then i felt so bad.............he bring us here, then he go home alone.........like we PS him like that.........i didnt know wat to do........i juz kept quiet.........then H.s suddenly chiong across the road when there were no cars.........his speed like crazy one........so i 100% cannot cathch.........didnt want to go home alone........so go play LAN lo........like juz wasting my time........=P then after that finally reach home at about 8+pm.........finally some rest.........haha........at night slept quite early.........cause i was tired............hehe =P
sEcOnD dAy........hehe.........woKe uP eArly jUz to play pangya.......hahaz.........then play till 2pm+ my mum called me..............and she told her to make my way to Lot 1 and asked me to bring $80 from my savings.........wonder why ??? but anyway have to bring........then went there.........i met her at comic connections at level 4 and she went in......and asked me wethere i want to buy warcraft !!! waaa.....scared me......=P but happy that i finally can buy warcraft............hehe =P.........after that went home as quick as possible and was playing it's campaign mode in no time..........haha =P then when i wanted to try the online mode.......i found out that i couldn't and was trying to figure out why........restarting my com and all..........until 11pm+ still cannot.........decided to give up tomolo then try......so went to sleep lo.........haha...........hope tomolo can........hahaz..............
waaaaa....today start of holidays.........BUT !!! still have to go for school event........sianZ.......have to wake up early too !!! nvm........since i still have som many days of holiday s to play.....hahaz =P
need to go to Singapore Polytechnic to attend the business school thingy.........hahaz.........then very irritaiting cauuse got a few ppl keep saying........GRRRR *PL* then say until........i speechless..........bacame numb alreadi by the end of the trip............after the thing went home straight.........go play pangya.......although alvin ask me go out play L.A.N, parents dun want me go so juz stayed at home lo...........hehe......... =P play play play till 11pm+ then sleep.......so fast one day past le..........sianZ.......
hEhE........today......although it was a Saturday.......didn't went out cause my father was sick......yAy.........o_O not that i was happy that my father was sick.......its jux that i am happy that i can finally have a day during the weekends which i get to rest at home........so dun misunderstand........hehe =P so stayed at home all day.......playing pangya on ur account and you still need so much EXP to rank up.......mine also.........haha......after that at night, played kong kong.......the jump racing game.....kind of weird too......but i had fun anyways.......hahaz........then until 11pm+ then i realised i have been playing all day !!! [cause my mum shouted at me] =P then went to sleep lo.......caused i also quite tired.......hahaz
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