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wO ai Ni ^^ =P
i'LL nEvEr fOrgEt wHaT hAppEneD toDaY ^^
^^ aS LonG aS u aRe hAppY =]
okAe...i have a few minutes to write this then i will have to go =( hAiZ....but at least got biscuits to eat given by nUe Er ^^ =P lol~
anyway today as usual had to go home late, have to wait for my parents to sleep......=) but before that.....had lessons as usual then after school had the news race thing.....i kind of blur lo, not sure wat happening, but i managed to find some of the ans =) but also no use XD then after school had a full court basketball game near the fitness corner, we won ba, i think is 21-[ 8~12 ] not sure......haha, everyone was pretending to get injured.....little things also roll on the floor....haha, then i learn from them XD =P play till i sprained my leg, but i had fun =)
=( at there [ the other place ] i play until i fed up.....cause i leg pain and i force myself play.....ok then now my leg pain.....hehe =) and this week no need worry about no food to eat le ^^ cause got one whole can of biscuits to eat....=) thaNx nUe Er =) thaNx nUe Er =) thaNx nUe Er =)
a fEw dAyS hAvE pAsT eVeR sinCe..........=(
sEe so nice =X hahaS~ so intresting =X half half.....haha, anyway thats probably the nicest one.....all the rest of the decorations also not bad, but then i think this is so much nicer......=P
ok......i get to write this juz because my parents all went out at around 7+pm........then i sneak back home......first thing i did was to ly down on the bed, and i slept for 1 and 1/2 hour......then i woke up......went to switch on the compuuter.......went to msn, not much people online......hAiZ......then i went to other people blog read and read until i got no more other posts to read.......i dunno wat to tag, not that i dun want to >.<>
at least this few days i have my dinner daily......thenx to someone ^^ although at first i didnt even wan to eat =P but still i did eat.......=) have been playing basketball till late almost every single day.......cause i cant go home =( if i dun play i would juz be at the playground daydreaming or watch people play basketball at the basketball court juz beside it........its been so boring, at night everytime i couldnt sleep......i would sometimes look up into the sky to count stars..........run/walk around........and everytime from 1am to 6am where everything is quiet.......its so bored that that 5 hours actually feels like waiting for 1 year to pass by.......its difficult to pass that time........very difficult.....every single day is the same.......
todaY still ok....cause like now i get to use the computer.......oopS now is sunday >.< hahas ="P" help =")">.<
sEe so nice =X hahaS~ so intresting =X half half.....haha, anyway thats probably the nicest one.....all the rest of the decorations also not bad, but then i think this is so much nicer......=P
i ..wonder when then i can go back home =( i am tired....i want to sleep.......soBx....after decorating.......all went home.....i also.......cause my mother went downstairs to eat, then i quickly went home......changed then i came out again.....then i went to orchard........but there nothing much for me........so i juz go there take a walk then came back home..........i reached home at 7+pm......and BTW.....anyone wan come my house for CNY....i think should be ok by then......anyone ? =P ^^ hAiZ......my parents coming back alreadi.....mayb next week then i can update again =( hAiZ....soRrY ? =( =X Bye......o.O later the pic.s copyrighted........aHhHhHh !!! >.<
wHy ??!! hAiZ.....i diDnT eVen sAy Hi....sobX....noT tHat i diDnT wAnT tO...iTs jUsT tHat....hAiZ ='(
hAiZ.....tOdAy was quite a normal day, onli that DnT extended till 5+ @_@ juz doing research all the way......used quite alot of paper and ink =P but agt least i needed all of them ^^ when we were released......went to fitness corner.....they wan do pull up -_- i juz sit there watch =D lol never do anithing.......hehe =P then after which went to LoT 1, wanted to grab something to eat.......go basement 1.....buy curry puff as usual for me......BUT ! hAiZ.....saw her.....hAiZ...never even say Hi....sobX not i dun want to......its juz................................hAiZ =( and now i regretted.......='(
ya.....feel miserable.....these few days, has been feigning to be a happy person as far as possible when i am wif my frens.......and when i get back home.....i lock myself up in th room either doing homework or i play games.........its so hard to keep everything to urself........it not a feeling a person wan to have........its juz like u are all alone by urself in this world.........everywhere u turn........is juz another piece of wall blocking ur path.....and there seems that u cant talk to anyone............JUZ ALONE !!! ya recently....have been trying to chat on msn as much as possible.....but everytime....its either they are busy or away.......nvm
now i really regret.......i didnt said hi......i hope it rains tomolo or something.....i wanna get myself sick.......and hope i eventually die from it.......i want to die.....i ive in this world to let people to bully and laugh at........cause even say a simple word like Hi.........wat for stay in this world.....might as well go die.........so that all this would be over........i die alreadi everyone happy......organize party to celebrate ? hAiZ.........now i juz feel sad......i guess u could juz leave me alone for awhile..................................
oUcH !!! mY hEAd iS oN "fire" !!! [ fEvEr ] AHHHHH........sobX 辛苦 woRx >.<
although i was sick.....i still sucessfully made my way to school as usual.....lessons were as usual too.......onli the lesson after english 4 from our class including me kind of skipped half of it cause we were not sure of the time....plus v3nky cant find the class key......so after the last lesson [ english ] hadhi, kenny, yu cong, v3nky and me slacked in class until 1.55pm then we slowly walked down for class....hEhE =P eh.....is 5 right ? o.O oopS
anyway we manage to go into class without getting scolded......phew
after the lesson finished....i made my way home as fast as possible.....went to bathe after which i dived right into my bed......yAwnZ >.< i know i am bery very tired......but even if i ly down in the dark close my eyes.....i wont fall asleep......i juz cant.......mayb u can say i think of her too much.......watever it is....i am tired and i want to sleep.......every night i juz ly on my bed looking up on the ceiling......and yesterday night.......i became so bored that i SMS some of my frens......stupidly thinking they were still awake.......ask who can chat wif me......and as my stupid thought was true no one was awake at that time..........continued to look at the ceiling all the way until 6am in the morning.......which i standed up to go prepared to go to school..........
Oh ya and today i was quite close to getting hit by a bottle right in the face >.<>.< hAiZ how much more can i be more useless......sobX
when will i to be happy again......to run wif u in the rain again............mayb something so nice may never occur again.......to me.........i alone and sad =(
i guess people around me dun even know i am sick cause i still can jump around like a stupid monkey.......and probably no one knows i am sad.......cause i still can laugh and joke around......no one knows its fake......=( but least at someone's happy today......according to the blog......glad to know that =) how i hope i could be as happy too.........but i cant force mself too be happy......it dosent feel good......its like u are cheating urself.......juz like me forcing myself to be happy....i know i am actually cheating myself ='( but i cant do anithing about it.......hAiZ i dun wan to show the whole world that i am sad......and therefore i am now cheating myself by telling myself i am happy.......which actually means the OPPOSITE........hAiZ =( i wish for myself to get well soon.......sobX ='(
我爱你! 我爱你! 我爱你! 我爱你! 我爱你!我爱你!
i LurVe u ! i LurVe u ! i LurVe u ! i LurVe u ! i LurVe u ! i LurVe u !
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