Feeling better todae, although still feel like crying out loud !!! Wish i could forget the person i liked for so long but i still cant !!! I guess i really like her alot cant even forget her !! Her image is like chopped into my head like a unremovable tattoo !!!!!!!!!! HAI !!!!!!!
Todae i started the dae badly as the first period is physics actually i dun mind of attending the class but it is the scolding i could not take it todae the teacher wasted one wholoe period scolding people !!!! wasted time on things to be learnt !!!
HAI !!!!!!!!!! Then nowadaes during the maths lessons i didnt know why i was so attentive and trying to answer the teacher questions mabye because i am so scared of failing again !!!!! HAI !!!!!!!the rest of the lessons to the rest of the daes were not as bad !!!!!! After school stayed in school to practice song but not even half of th class was there to practise so it was like cancelled lo !!!! Then after that stayed in school until 6 plus then went home. While staying in school it rained andd when it was only drizzling i walked in the rain around the pavillion in school and did something many of you wouldnt expect me to do !!!!! And todae ended with me trying to be happi again !!!! hAiZ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been thinking of this for so long liking a person for so long who probably wont like me. HAI !!!!!! Aiya dun really want to talk much about it !!!! All i to sae is not much i really feel that the bear in our class is damn irritaing!!!!! Aiya nvm todae all the bad things happen to me thinking of the past and getting irritated by the BEAR in my class !!! I wish i can sleep immediately in front of the computer and just forget about who i like and the stupid BEAR when i wake up and start my life anew !!!!! (BUT IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN ONE) Dun feel like saying anything liao very sad feel more like going into the corner in my room to cry until i die (which is still not possible) HAI !!!!!!!!! I think todae is going to be the worst dae of my life !!!!!!! Unless i can really start my life from the start again. (WHICH IS AGAIN NOT POSSIBLE) SO SAD AND UNHAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Todae is a good and bad(mabye???)day for me. The thing happened on this very same day and I also turned into a bit mad, running faster than my normal speed, and with the cooperation of my P.E teacher I ran the total distance of almost 2.4km and was not at all tired and got my classmates to call me the name of todae which is the MM (machine monster) as you would have already guessed it!!!!! And that was the good thing that happened to me at the start of the day as I like running and after the lunch break I thought i would have a hard time facing a class of 36 which is minus the absent group member and the remaining group members. Before presenting what we were supposed to present I at first felt scared and was afraid that I would look stupid in front of the class!!!!!!!! But of course for the whole thing I was not the only one to present and i am sure my group member felt the same too right??? And after the lesson I actually found it fun teaching my own classmates as we gave out chocalate bars and I also got to walk around the class explaining to my friends who dont understand, and at the end of the lesson most of the classmates understood what my group were trying to teach although we were supposed to let the entire class understand and i can tell you it isnt easy at all as our class has a few lame people who always ask stupid questions!!!!!!! And the thing is after the whole presentation we had to fill in an evaluation form which is to give mark to our group members on the processes of planning for the whole project!!! And that had really gave me a headache on wether to let the absent person who didnt do much on the project but in the end I gave the person a pass as I have also never feel good of failing a sudject!!!(especially math) So i decidded not to let the person fail. And to end this I REALY WISH TO SAY THAT I DONT THINK IT IS FAIR FOR THE PERSON TO GET A PASS FOR NOT DOING MUCH!!!!! AND THAT IS REALLY UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!! And I really enjoyed today very much!!!!!!!! And this will bring you to the end of my very first entry for this blog!!!!!! BYELLO!!!
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