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I AM SO SICK............but cannot go see doctor cause my parents say its juz a minor problem but now its seems that it has worsen..........hAiZ today nothing happen so dun really have much to write i onli went to get tortured (SWIMMING) cause my mother forced me too go lo even thought she know i am sick then after getting tortured i went home and i am feeling worse then ever........ tomolo i dun want to go school for the english remmedial but mum force me too........hAiZ if i continue like that i am very sure that i will die...........
Today nothing better to do at home so after i woke up i started playing games as usual then really play until sian liao so at about 11 am plus i wanted to off com then go do nothing..........but then JUN MING ask me go out for FUN ??? and so i agreed lo cause nothing to do.......some more go quite far go until LAVENDER ( PLACE TO MAKE PASSPORT AND IC ) really far lo so when we reached they go do NPCC stuff so i juz follow lo but i liike extra......... but nvm lah cause i think i m used to being an extra liao :'( ........ HAHA......yAy.....YIPPiE !!! after that go home play game again then play until 11 plus then go sleep lo...........hAiZ i really hate this stupid holiday......................
Today is the start of the holidays, since its the holiday i should be happy cause no studying......... but seriously i am hating this stupid holidays !!! and it onli the first day !!! OMG still got so many days till school reopen..........hAiZ wake up at 9am today then nothing to do........until 1pm didnt do one single thing juz sit on my bed cry then after that 1pm went online to chat with my classmates hoping i would cry less but it turned out the other way round..........then 4.30pm go train my running for nothing cause really dam bored.........then at night online onli dare chat with you.........but i am quite quiet during the chat.................. I AM SORRY for being so quiet !!!
Today straight after i woke up my parents asked me to change then we went out together but the whole day they were shopping happily and i was juz following them behind crying......... when they saw me crying they didnt actually care........luckily they didnt....... cause i wouldnt want to tell them.............. so after that when we reached home i went online then Subaa ask me go watch spongebob squarepants which is cartoon which i have always hated them but this is the first time in my life that i ever enjoyed watching a cartoon !!! cause it was sort of amusing that it actually made me smile for the second time since i have started crying ...... first one to make me smile and laugh is you lo !!! HAHA.......yAy..............YiPPiE !!! then watch until 1 am in the morning then went to sleep........
Sometimes i wonder why i am actually crying but always to no answer, i juz cant stop crying every mention of her name makes me want to cry cause of some unexplainable happenings.......... thats why when i hear "her" name i would want to cry and plus recently sooo many sad and unhappy things happenings i cant control myself..........but onli to cry........ and today nothing much happen juz stay at home play com. until 5.30pm then after that go out shopping, reach home at 8.55pm, then at 9pm go eat dinner all by myself cause at 5 pm alreadi go eat dinner le............ so after dinner came back quite late at about 10.30pm then after that play com. again until 1.30pm then sleep................
Today i also dun know wat happen wat so sleepy whole day, then the onli things i knew was that i collected my class photos which have my ugly face.......... then clean the classroom cause last day of school le ( I DIDNT DO ANITHING LO !!! CAUSE I WAS TOO SLEEPY, I KNOW PEOPLE WILL SAY I AM FINDING EXCUSES BUT I AM REALLY TIRED......... ) HAHA.......yAy......YiPPiE !!! Then after that first time i went home sooooooooo early i was even shocked myself.........weird lo ??? Mabye cause someone made me mostly want to CRY and abit angry so i went home damn early........ :'( Then at night meet the parents session then i was abit scared cause Mr Tay meeting my parents........then my result werent as good as many of my friends or should i say classmates ??? so bored during the ceremony cause i was sitting behind all my classmates all alone no one to tell how scared i was........but nvm lah cause it turned out not so bad cause Mr Tay didnt speak too bad of me.......... but go home that time was like having a great headache on the way home ( no particular reason why i had a great headache) then online then was crying again and no one knows and i dun want anyone to know.............
.............................. Today wasnt a bad day compared to yesterday cause yesterday didnt sleep at all again cause i was crying all night yesterday, then today no studies cause going to the Naval Base place...........quite boring actually nothing much to see.......then onli thing i enjoy was when i was on the ship and the ship was swaying with the wind but you werent there..........hAiZ !!! shouldnt have even go to school today.........then i first time sleep after 3 days and it was on the bus............not comfortable at all lo !!! cant believe i even closed my eyes to sleep cause i didnt intend to sleep............but the truth is i still slept........when we all got back to school then can go home le !!! But i didnt go home cause as usual dun want to go home so early lo...........so go alvin house play PANGYA.........then after that go home then you ask me must sleep at least 6 hours so i did it juz for you.......................then at 11.55pm i went to sleep and intended to sleep until 6am so its 6 hours and 5 mins so its 5 mins more of wat you want..........alot le !!!
..................................Today nothing much happen, juz that my DnT project finishing soon le !!! yAy.................and know wat, i am crying while i am writing this ( predicted to cry till morning........so not sleeping at all tonight ) so today nothing else to write le lo.........
HAHA.............yAy.................YiPPiE !!! Today didn't really wake up lo cause never even sleep cause was crying all night cause was thinking of "her" again then was also worried about you............ so today almost whole day damn tired lo so every one who noticed i was like sleeping throughout the first three periods lo, then after that was recess saw her after watching movie at AVA room (never watch actually go there sleep onli ) then think of her again then recess i was actually crying not sleeping le.................. Then after school got games day thingy then halfway rain so it was cancelled so very happy lo..............Then after that went to Macdonald with two friends and you then juz sit there do nothing...........after that accompany you home then done another first time lo say " PAPA luv you " in front of you...........abit scary !!! WAS HAPPY AFTER SAYING IT !!! HAHA...........yAy.............YiPPiE !!! Then after that went home then you and "her" save me from crying again tonight or mabye not....................
Nowadays wake up quite late lo today at about 12 lo then mother scold me lo ( i know 12 is still quite late for you ) HAHA.......yAy........YiPPiE !!! Then after that dun know go where lah, then i juz follow where they go lo..................so sianz !!! Then after that go cut hair lo, but not nice at all........ i think you all sure will laugh at my hairstyle one lo.................hAiZ then tomolo got games day..........then mabye will have to team up with the two or three stupid people lo.........it is like sianz until cannot sianz le................Then you like so sad before you go off tonight............tonight sure wont have a good sleep or mabye wont even sleep............. and mabye i will also cry cause worried about you lo and makes me remind of "her" :'( Dun want to talk about it le lah go cry and worry about you le....................................
Today wake up at an amazing late time at 12.30pm ( i know its still early for you ) HAHA.........yAy.......YiPPiE !!! Then play PANGYA until 3pm then after that go MALAYSIA then SMS you while waiting to reach the destination (another first time: first time i SMS you ) HAHA............yAy............YiPPiE !!! Then when reach so sian father go register and all the boring things so i was sitting there waiting for it to begin.................... at 6pm it finally started, first time i was playing golf ( pangya ) on a golf course...................My score wasnt very good lo.......cause i wasnt realli wasnt concentrating well cause i miss chatting with you lo cause always make me happy : p HAHA..........yAy...........YiPPiE !!! Then after the 18-hole round my father wanted to go eat dinner in MALAYSIA, but then i told him i got something " very important " to do so ask him to rush home.......... ( you know wat the " very important " thing is right ??? ) HAHA........yAy.............YiPPiE !!! After doing the " very important " thing i went to play pangya lo...............Then now you are a Beginner A le !!! CONGRATZ !!! HAHA...........yAy............YiPPiE !!
Today no school ( i also dun know why ) but the weird thing is i first time no school still wake up so early ( 7.30am ) So early wake up so go help you play PANGYA again lo !!! HAHA............yAy............YiPPiE !!! Then after that call you to wake you up cause you always wake up so late : p !!! Then when i call you that time i juz downstairs your house lo cause i wanted to help you do "something" cause you say must treat you better but the you say no need so nvm lo.............. (YOU KNOW WAT THE SOMETHING IS........ ) After that go get tortured ( swimming ) HAHA..............yAy.............YiPPiE !!! cause i not go there play one i go there train speed lo so like getting tortured cause damn tiring............... Then after that go home login MSN then somethings happen that kind of made me cry so dun want to mention them................
Today nothing much happen execpt at night.................... Today as usual go school lo then after school so sian juz sit on the table waiting for nothing to happen ??? HAHA......yAy.......YiPPiE !!! Then after that go ALVIN house play PANGYA then use your account help you train then ALVIN was like shocked when he know that i all along knew account !!! Then i keep on winning alvin !!! HAHA...yAy...YiPPiE !!! Then after that at 6pm go home le.......... then was feeling very down.......... Then after that online juz login MSN then sit there looking at the com. screen reflecting..............then after about 5 min. you told me no need to be sad cause of you then you also ask me no need to reflect lo.......... But then i am still quite sad lo, i told you then you say if i sad you go cut your hand............... Then i say juz leave me alone lo cause i oni know how to hurt you.............. ( I ASK YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE CAUSE I DUN WANT TO HURT YOU..)
Then after that you say "YOU HATE ME"........ Then i started to cry lo then i mother thought i crazy lo stare at the com screen until cry............... But then after after chatting for a few more hours.......... Then back to normal le and after this i feel i treasuring you more le...........
yAy, today abit sad cause no P.E (cause most likely 2.4km run wat ), but nvm the Thumbs Up programme at least not as boring as i thought but turned out to be the other way round cause i didnt know a small "test" can tell you your personalities !!! And i totally agree with the test results cause it really suits me the best and my friends also agreed with it.......... after school went to basketball play two matches then after that went home then this time never play pangya, cause need to go for my swimming training so login MSN awhile then rush off to the swimming pool at Bukit Batok............ After that walk very slowly to Westmall (Shopping Mall at Bukit Batok) cause very tired of the stupid and tiring training......... Then go to the Popular at dun know which floor then go buy PANGYA card then the picture on the card very cute so tomolo bringing to show you.......... HAHA...........yAy.............YiPPiE !!! Then at night when i got home at about 9.36pm was the first time i chat with girl on the phone for so long......... another first time !!! HAHA.......yAy........YiPPiE !!! Then after that go sleep le lo cause nothing to do le (like there will be something to do for me at such a late time !!! ) HAHA.........yAy...........YiPPiE !!!
I WONDER HOW I PASSED MY ENGLISH, BUT I THINK MIRACLE AGAIN !!! HAHA..............yAy.............YiPPiE !!!
Only till today then i have realized that miracles really do happen, cause my E-maths SA1 i passed !!! Although this is nothing for most of my classmates, but it was a very great achievement for me......... But then all the other results were not as good....... But nvm cause i will defeniatly work harder next time and try my best to get what i want !!! And the miracle happened cause of "someone" encouraging me all the way saying i can pass and all and so i passed eventually, so must really thank that person for helping me !!! THANX...... HAHA.....yAy...........YiPPiE !!! Then after school, go home straight......... special lo, first time school finish go home straight =[ but nvm go home play pangya........ =] HAHA..........yAy............YiPPiE !!!
I AM ABIT MAD TODAY, ( YOU KNOW WHY ) SO TOMOLO THEN I WRITE....................
HAHA..........yAy.........YiPPiE !!! LUV YOU......... HAHA !!!
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Dun want to delete previous part cause i want to remember that this is the first time i had turned abit mad cause of someone........ HAHA........yAy...........YiPPiE !!!
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OK, now back to todays update, today morning wake up at 10 then went to play pangya (after brushing my teeth lah !!! ) then play until 12 something i went to Jun Ming house there play basketball, then play halfway saw Han Sheng then i follow him, but then felt so bad leave Jun Ming there so i ask Han Sheng want send him home anot and as usual HAn Sheng say "anithing" and so we sent Jun Ming home. After that we went cycling around (mi and Han Sheng ) Then at about 2.30pm we seperated cause he going home to take something then i go eat, after that went to school gate meet subaa, gez, alvin and Han Sheng. Then we like juz following subaa blindly cycle and cycle then finally reach.... Lot 1 then they buy dun know wat thing at Mac then after that also dun know go wat park lah, ( i oni know how to go to places but almost all dun know name ) then after subaa they all drink finish the dun know wat thing then started to play games they were childish for them......... which also means the games are not childish at all to me cause you say i better dun grow up, which means i am still small and can play children games and dun regard it a childish games !!! HAHA............yAy..........YiPPiE !!! Then when playing catching at the playground i was juz sitting on the swing watching durgez trying to catch Han Sheng then suddenly HAn Sheng run towards me then behind as durgez catching up so i quickly jump down the swing and started to run, but to my horror someone grabbed mi then i was like caught by durgez but dun know who was it......... and when i was caught i was sitting on the pile of sand suddenly a big handful of sand hit my back, so dirty lo !!! So before leaving the park went to the washing spot to clear myself from all the sand on my head......... Then after that accompany subaa home then again play "childish" games at under her block playground after which go home and play pangya again........ and so ends my mad day !!! HAHA......yAy.......YiPPiE !!! love you !!!
Today "MOTHER'S DAY" but i no need to celebrate it cause i kena lock in the room again like yesterday, then i felt very weird lo !!! Cause every year i also celebrate it with my parents but then now........... and so stayed in the room sleeping for almost the whole day then when my parents go out i sneaked out to the com. room than started to play pangya !!! HAHA.....yAy.........YiPPiE !!! Then at night when my parents sleep i online again and was quite happy cause "someone" also happy le............... Then after that quite late then sleep. Sorry, today nothing much to write so very sorry....... PAPA still luv you...... HAHA......yAy........YiPPiE !!!
Today nothing much happened, in the morning i was just sitting in front of my study table drawing stupid things........ cause i cant even go out of the room cause kena lock in the room as usual so never eat anithing !!! HAHA.......yAy..........YiPPiE !!! Then afternoon, i draw until nothing to draw le so went in front of the window and sat there..... HAHA like a kid like that then after that bored until i started counting at the cars that are passing the road juz below my house...... Then after sitting there for 5 hours juz counting the cars i calculated that 364 cars passed the road....... like so stupid !!! But wat else to do ??? Then after that evening went back to drawing but this time draw proper things but childish things nvm then when parents all sleep le then went online to chat on msn and play pangya lo...... That is perhaps going to my weekend plans every week until my parents decide not to lock me up in the stupid room and starve me !!! NVM i also dun care i will definately not die, for someone........ OK, byello and miss you, so many days holiday.......... HATE IT LO wish nol holi dae better and no weekends so no need to get locked up and wont miss you juz everyday go to school can see you.........
So many days have gone by, so many things happened. I have change !!! In wat way ??? You should ask my friends this, in the first place after all this day, do i actually still have a friend ???
I have noticed that during this painful days of my life, all my friends are one by one leaving me !! And soon enough i may onli be left with my nUe Er le !!! And i would be alone, and nobody will say i am stupid and useless anymore !!! Then i would be so happy !!! HAHA.......yAy.........YiPPiE !!!
So many things happen during these day that i didnt update my blog, both happy and sad, but mostly sad things happen and i dun wish to elaborate on them, come to think of it want to cry le, but i wont cause promise someone to try my best not to cry le ! HAHA...........yAy............YiPPiE !!! And the oni thing that is happy that i can remember of is first time i said "I love YOU" on the phone to someone !!! I also dun know where i got the courage from !!! Very malu lo !!! But quite fun actually !!! HAHA.........yAy........YiPPiE !!! And that is the onli happy thing that happened !!! hAiZ !!! And my exams were like......... hAiZ !!! Now have started liking cycling again, i also dun know why lo !!! Juz think it is cause i like all sorts of sports haha !!! And actually i need not write my blog any more cause no one ever reads it so wat's the point of writing ??? But nUe Er ask mi to write so just write, cause she my beloved nUe Er !!! HAHA.........yAy...........YiPPiE !!! ( STSRTING TO WRITE NONSENSE ( I ALSO DUN KNOW WAT I WRITING)) Now after i so long never play basketball i now dun even know how to dribble the ball !!! OMG i think i must go train up again !!! But now no friends to go play basketball with....... hAiZ wat am i going to do !!! Should i quit basketball ?? Probably not cause my dream is to be good at the 3 types of sports i like which are golf,running and basketball !!! HAHA !!! (END OF THE NONSENSE ) HAHA..........yAy..........YiPPiE !!! OK i think that should be all i have to say for today........... tomolo going to get lock in the room so onli will be writing blog if parents going out cause i have the key !!! HAHA ............yAy........YiPPiE !!!! Byello.....
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