RIGGY DADDY ( name given by nUe Er ) HAHA....yAy...YiPPiE !!!

2007-02-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

wO ai Ni ^^ =P

2007-02-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

i'LL nEvEr fOrgEt wHaT hAppEneD toDaY ^^

2007-02-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

^^ aS LonG aS u aRe hAppY =]

2007-02-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

okAe...i have a few minutes to write this then i will have to go =( hAiZ....but at least got biscuits to eat given by nUe Er ^^ =P lol~

anyway today as usual had to go home late, have to wait for my parents to sleep......=) but before that.....had lessons as usual then after school had the news race thing.....i kind of blur lo, not sure wat happening, but i managed to find some of the ans =) but also no use XD then after school had a full court basketball game near the fitness corner, we won ba, i think is 21-[ 8~12 ] not sure......haha, everyone was pretending to get injured.....little things also roll on the floor....haha, then i learn from them XD =P play till i sprained my leg, but i had fun =)

=( at there [ the other place ] i play until i fed up.....cause i leg pain and i force myself play.....ok then now my leg pain.....hehe =) and this week no need worry about no food to eat le ^^ cause got one whole can of biscuits to eat....=) thaNx nUe Er =) thaNx nUe Er =) thaNx nUe Er =)

2007-02-11T01:18:00.000+08:00

a fEw dAyS hAvE pAsT eVeR sinCe..........=(

ok......i get to write this juz because my parents all went out at around 7+pm........then i sneak back home......first thing i did was to ly down on the bed, and i slept for 1 and 1/2 hour......then i woke up......went to switch on the compuuter.......went to msn, not much people online......hAiZ......then i went to other people blog read and read until i got no more other posts to read.......i dunno wat to tag, not that i dun want to >.<>

at least this few days i have my dinner daily......thenx to someone ^^ although at first i didnt even wan to eat =P but still i did eat.......=) have been playing basketball till late almost every single day.......cause i cant go home =( if i dun play i would juz be at the playground daydreaming or watch people play basketball at the basketball court juz beside it........its been so boring, at night everytime i couldnt sleep......i would sometimes look up into the sky to count stars..........run/walk around........and everytime from 1am to 6am where everything is quiet.......its so bored that that 5 hours actually feels like waiting for 1 year to pass by.......its difficult to pass that time........very difficult.....every single day is the same.......

todaY still ok....cause like now i get to use the computer.......oopS now is sunday >.< hahas ="P" help =")">.<

sEe so nice =X hahaS~ so intresting =X half half.....haha, anyway thats probably the nicest one.....all the rest of the decorations also not bad, but then i think this is so much nicer......=P

i ..wonder when then i can go back home =( i am tired....i want to sleep.......soBx....after decorating.......all went home.....i also.......cause my mother went downstairs to eat, then i quickly went home......changed then i came out again.....then i went to orchard........but there nothing much for me........so i juz go there take a walk then came back home..........i reached home at 7+pm......and BTW.....anyone wan come my house for CNY....i think should be ok by then......anyone ? =P ^^ hAiZ......my parents coming back alreadi.....mayb next week then i can update again =( hAiZ....soRrY ? =( =X Bye......o.O later the pic.s copyrighted........aHhHhHh !!! >.<

2007-02-02T01:14:00.000+08:00

wHy ??!! hAiZ.....i diDnT eVen sAy Hi....sobX....noT tHat i diDnT wAnT tO...iTs jUsT tHat....hAiZ ='(

hAiZ.....tOdAy was quite a normal day, onli that DnT extended till 5+ @_@ juz doing research all the way......used quite alot of paper and ink =P but agt least i needed all of them ^^ when we were released......went to fitness corner.....they wan do pull up -_- i juz sit there watch =D lol never do anithing.......hehe =P then after which went to LoT 1, wanted to grab something to eat.......go basement 1.....buy curry puff as usual for me......BUT ! hAiZ.....saw her.....hAiZ...never even say Hi....sobX not i dun want to......its juz................................hAiZ =( and now i regretted.......='(
ya.....feel miserable.....these few days, has been feigning to be a happy person as far as possible when i am wif my frens.......and when i get back home.....i lock myself up in th room either doing homework or i play games.........its so hard to keep everything to urself........it not a feeling a person wan to have........its juz like u are all alone by urself in this world.........everywhere u turn........is juz another piece of wall blocking ur path.....and there seems that u cant talk to anyone............JUZ ALONE !!! ya recently....have been trying to chat on msn as much as possible.....but everytime....its either they are busy or away.......nvm

now i really regret.......i didnt said hi......i hope it rains tomolo or something.....i wanna get myself sick.......and hope i eventually die from it.......i want to die.....i ive in this world to let people to bully and laugh at........cause even say a simple word like Hi.........wat for stay in this world.....might as well go die.........so that all this would be over........i die alreadi everyone happy......organize party to celebrate ? hAiZ.........now i juz feel sad......i guess u could juz leave me alone for awhile..................................

2007-01-25T00:36:00.001+08:00

oUcH !!! mY hEAd iS oN "fire" !!! [ fEvEr ] AHHHHH........sobX 辛苦 woRx >.<
although i was sick.....i still sucessfully made my way to school as usual.....lessons were as usual too.......onli the lesson after english 4 from our class including me kind of skipped half of it cause we were not sure of the time....plus v3nky cant find the class key......so after the last lesson [ english ] hadhi, kenny, yu cong, v3nky and me slacked in class until 1.55pm then we slowly walked down for class....hEhE =P eh.....is 5 right ? o.O oopS
anyway we manage to go into class without getting scolded......phew
after the lesson finished....i made my way home as fast as possible.....went to bathe after which i dived right into my bed......yAwnZ >.< i know i am bery very tired......but even if i ly down in the dark close my eyes.....i wont fall asleep......i juz cant.......mayb u can say i think of her too much.......watever it is....i am tired and i want to sleep.......every night i juz ly on my bed looking up on the ceiling......and yesterday night.......i became so bored that i SMS some of my frens......stupidly thinking they were still awake.......ask who can chat wif me......and as my stupid thought was true no one was awake at that time..........continued to look at the ceiling all the way until 6am in the morning.......which i standed up to go prepared to go to school..........
Oh ya and today i was quite close to getting hit by a bottle right in the face >.<>.< hAiZ how much more can i be more useless......sobX
when will i to be happy again......to run wif u in the rain again............mayb something so nice may never occur again.......to me.........i alone and sad =(
i guess people around me dun even know i am sick cause i still can jump around like a stupid monkey.......and probably no one knows i am sad.......cause i still can laugh and joke around......no one knows its fake......=( but least at someone's happy today......according to the blog......glad to know that =) how i hope i could be as happy too.........but i cant force mself too be happy......it dosent feel good......its like u are cheating urself.......juz like me forcing myself to be happy....i know i am actually cheating myself ='( but i cant do anithing about it.......hAiZ i dun wan to show the whole world that i am sad......and therefore i am now cheating myself by telling myself i am happy.......which actually means the OPPOSITE........hAiZ =( i wish for myself to get well soon.......sobX ='(

我爱你! 我爱你! 我爱你! 我爱你! 我爱你!我爱你!
i LurVe u ! i LurVe u ! i LurVe u ! i LurVe u ! i LurVe u ! i LurVe u !

2007-01-24T02:00:00.000+08:00

hAiZ......i cant sleep.....i am like throwing all my emotions into this blog......i want to talk to u....cause onli u know me well.......but i know its not the right time to do so....nvm...hAiZ....so i think i am juz going to shut up and write all my feeling to this blog since i cant talk to u.....sobX
okaE lets start from where ?
HaiO bLoGgiE.......lol stupid me......like as if the com will reply me.......
computer: Hi....
WAAAAAAAAAAAAA the com reply wor !!! wOO !! com.....u shut up and listen k ? =X
computer: okok....i afk [ away from keyboard ] *the screen moving away*
.....o.O how i check if i type got error !!! AHHHH come back computer.......dun afk juz sit here and shut up can alreadi ^^ thank you...hEhE =P
hAiZ.......now no mood write alreadi.......really need to rest >.< BUT !!! i dun think i can sleep >.< AHHHHHHH....hAiZ juz ly down on the bed hope i can fall asleep lo =(

2007-01-24T01:01:00.001+08:00

wALkiNg hOmE aLonE oN tHe dArK aNd qUiEt rOaD.......soBx i dUn LiKe bEinG aLonE, bUt i ThinK i hAvE tO woRx >.< sobx ="(">
*cOuGh* *cOuGh* this blog filled with dust.....i wan faint alreadi, i dun even remember when i last updated this blog......two months ? hAiZ.....did not write cause everytime i login to this blog account......those sAd memories come back to me.....now i am alreadi sad enough......but i decided to write this post cause i cant sleep juz afraid that the unrealistic dream would visit me.....its like one whole week i cant sleep properly.......one day onli slept like for 1~2 hours onli......i tried to be happy in school when i am wif my friends.....but its no use.....somehow some people still noticed it.....why ? i too fake ? hAiZ.....i dunno how they know, i am so confused......hAiZ =(

Today it was school as per normal......i did my english draft, but i left it at home.....so i rushed out one piece which i told Ms Ong i did it wrongly.....so she ask me write another one.....but actually no need =P so could quickly go home.......and prepared to go airport ^^ It was the first time i am going to the airport......stupid right.....15 years of my life and this is the first time i going there, but its the truth cause the furthest place i ever go to was Kualar Lumpur ( spelling wrong ? >.<)
and thats by car......so its truth i never go airport before.....must believe okaE !! =P at first was quite excited [ so stupid =P ] took about 1+ hours juz to reach there, in the MRT ( train ) it was quite crowded.....so i switch on my MP3 to the max listening to the song on my blog [ because of you ] keep repeating the same song over and over again......when we reached....i like idiot jump jump around say everything nice.....like idiot like that.....actually cannot blame me la.....first time go wat like i come from the other planet like that.....hehe =P everything was fine until they went to the so called "KFC" there to eat......i didnt eat, cause i no mood to eat......then waited there for about 1 hour plus then suddenly Athar call me......say he reach alreadi.......i told him where we were at.........he say cannot hear wat i say.......so i went to look for him.....brought him up to the "KFC"..........which i sat at one corner and daze into space cause i am juz too bored......at 9 i think went down then see all the teachers and all......than all talk here talk there......then me stand dere do nothing.......at around 10.15pm all of them had to go dunno where, then BYE BYE lo......so go home........dunno why everytime i say Bye to people, whoever they are......its very difficult to not to cry, i dunno why.....i got those weird feelings that i cannot describe.......hAiZ i think i those abnormal people......then at about 10.30 reached the MRT station....about to go home......somehow i suddenly felt i was like extra......anyway everyone also have something to do........i wan to talk to someone also cannot......so i juz strayed away from them......plus i wasn't feeling well too....fever ? when it reached CCK all of us alighted......then went to the bus interchange.....not used to seeing the bus-interchange so quiet..........after took the 302 bus to yew tee, brought some drinks and went home again listening to my MP3 full blast same song.....someday mayb my ears would burst and bleed and bleed until i die.......

i think i was like the quietest for the whole while especially when we were all going back......and i think cried in the train ??? cause....hAiZ nvm.......
Oh ya !!! i learnt something new today....THE BUNNY BYE BYE ^^ lol =P

2006-11-07T19:27:00.000+08:00

eVerYdAy'S a bAd dAy fOr mE uNtiL...........hAiZ =(
=( bad day everyday......i cant sleep......i dun sleep also dunno wat to do.......super bored........its been 2 days i havent been sleeping........yawnZz =O recently i play games also wont play for too long.......no mood to play, play about one game [ about 5-15 mis ] i quit alreadi.......sianZ, i jealous of people who are happy........i want to be like them............i think i have forgotten the feeling of being happy.........long time since i had that feeling........ but at least when i dream, i can feel bits of happiness.......but juz too bad its juz a dream.......if its the truth how good..........but in the first place i cant sleep how to dream nd how to feel that bit of happiness so i will still know how it is like.........hAiZ =( i really dunno wat to do now........so confused......hAiZ =( sad sad days ahead......."yAy" !!! ='(

2006-10-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

iTs bEeN qUitE sOmE dAyS i hAvE bEeN dReaMing aBout U........
these few days not in a good mood at all.....i have been dreaming of u lately.....i guess probably because i miss u.......i think back alot of the things that have happened.......the days i enjoy spending with u....the days where u help me pick myself up and the days i made u smile......i hope it can all happen again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again.......u are the onli one i trust now......but sometimes i juz feel that i want to be left alone in a world where nothing happens and no one around me....BUT ! i dun like the feeling of being alone too !!! i am so confuSed....hAiZ.....sometimes i really wonder wat are real friends.....are they people that walk away when u have a problem or are they people u trust whom u tell them ur secret.....and they actually tell it to everyone.....or are they people who juz come looking for u when they need ur help or juz leave the person out when they go out.....juz cause u dun like the person ??? is that wat really mean by the word friends ??? someone once told me that i get easily bullied.....yea now i agree with it totally......cause i dun usually get angry with things....i juz keep quiet pretending that nothing has happened and act like a little kid that doesnt know anithing that has juz happened......but actually i am suffering deep inside.....no one knows cause i am juz keeping it inside and quietly suffering......and when something goes wrong....i am always the one at fault, sometimes its really my fault i admit.....but sometimes even i didnt cause the trouble the blame is always to me.....and i juz have to accept the punishment cause everyone is against me......proving that everyone aims me when there is trouble.....now i understand why u said i am easily bullied cause i am usually the target for everything that goes wrong.....very seldom i dun get the blame......u said that me remaining as a kid would be better.....isit because........hAiZ =(
its so unfair....i always keep my troubles within myself......it definately is not a good feeling.....its been some days that i have dreaming about u, its all the same dream....i dunno why....hAiZ =( i am very confused....i dun know wat to do.....hAiZ ='( some people have countless friends...while i mine is u can count so easily cause its onli like 1 ~ 10......easy right ? hAiZ....it wasnt like this a few years before.....why ??? have i become someone that everyone is scared to become friends with ??? or am i so hate-able that everyone dun want to be friends with me.....mayb being alone would be so much better as there would be no one that can blame me for anithing or hurt me......BUT ! i dun like the feeling to be alone......i juz hope i can have friends who dun usually hurt me.....but i know there is nothing of such would happen.....cause u dun always get wat u want so easily.....today it was raining after we were released from school after remmedial i juz walked in the rain.......and i was thinking of that day when it was raining......i can never forget wat happened.......and everytime i see the rain i will think of u......recently i have been playing basketball and scocer to try and forget my misery......but i cant.....hAiZ......everything have changed greatly for me this year....so much has changed.....hAiZ ='( i juz want to be a kid and live a carefree life watching cartoon everyday without hainto worry about anythin !!! but too bad i cant turn back time ='(

2006-10-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

wHo wAnt gO waTcH mOviE wiTh mE ??? =P
waiting..........waiting...........waiting............waiting and waiting for a reply, i wonder when i will get a reply or is it that i wont ever gwt one ??? hAiZ.......=( i am so bored nowadays, i got nothing better to do..............today was a holiday, i stayed at home and did nothing at all, didnt eat or drink or simply juz got anithing to do until afternoon at about 4pm+ then went to alvin house for fun.........after that went to eat dinner with my mum and sis..........which i went home after that and again i did nothing till 1am+ then i slept..........WHO WANT WATCH MOVIE WITH ME ??? hAIZ......='(

2006-10-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

LonELy dAyZ aHeAd..........hAiZ =(
haiZ.........got back my report book today, wasn't good at all no strenght no nothing......hAiZ......someone so good alreadi still say his results very bad...........if his kind of result is lousy........wat is mine ??? hAiZ.........anyway i am going to promote to sec 4........quite a relief =P but then come to think of next year........how lonely i will get........hAiZ =( i really dun know wat'll happen, mayb the form teacher will put me one corner.......will it ??? hAiZ.......recently i have been quite quiet in class, i dun know wat to talk about.........in fact its cause i am not as clever as them, all different topics........so juz very lonely while the others enjoy time with their friends during the few free periods these few days, while i juz sit there at my place and do nothing.......cause i am alone. i dun have much friends now, i have its juz that they have theirs too and so i am mostly being left alone, this yea alreadi like that, next year i dun dare to think.........hAiZ =( i have been thinking alot of bad things these few days, i dun feel as happy when i was still sec 1 and 2 being a little kid...........i look happy for awhile and then i look sad, its like i have lost control of my feelings...........i dunno wat to do, i am totally lost............anyone can guide me out of the maze i am in.........i feel so alone, i am scared i am juz waiting and waiting and waiting for something or someone to bring me out where i'LL lead a happy life..............when will it come ??? or mayb it will never come ??? i juz want to say i may look happy on the outside, actually the truth is i am not cause i dun want u to worry........its so painful to do so cause i have always shared my problems with u but u are alreadi under so much pressure i dun want to add on ur burden............... i want to share my troubles with someone, but who will want to listen other then...........hAiZ ='(

2006-10-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

hahaZ.....=P U aRe thE oNe whOm hAd gAvE mE sO mAny fiRsT tiMeS =P thAnX........=] bUt i waNt moRe.......hahAz =P
wOoTs i feel my blog coming alive lo, so happy =P hahaZ ^^ hmmm, today during Ms Kang class very havoc cause the bear very noisy talk alot of rubbish, lol the plus the yee da, waaa OMG lo so stupid !!! hahaZ ^^ CAUSE SHE NEVER COME !!! i hAppy cause can rest awhile but the bear........gRrRrRr k lo luckily i not so very sick that kind, so still can take it ^^ if not..........bear........LOL i wont do anithing to him lah, my fists onli at his face onli.......nothing one......hahaZ =P then after school, go take LRT with aLiEn, also dunno why she want take LRT, got spaceship dun want then go take LRT -_-"........hahaZ =P recently quite happy nothing to make me feel sad about i hope this kind of feeling never go away and i will feel happy forever ^^....hAiZ i dun think it will. nvm lah i mustn't think badly ^^ so i preseume i am suppose to say my happiness will stay with me forever ??? like that ar ??? correct ma ??? =P after the LRT finally reach LOT 1 went home, changed and went down play basketball with DL,nick,kenny,yu cong,bear and alvin play scocer and backetball, all funny funny de, like anyhow play......hahaZ =X then play halfway rain when we were playing basketball, went to shelter but then all of us all wet, juz as wet as that time after the sports heats where we ran under the rain =P i guess everyone had a great time ^^ after that went home bath le, went to sleep awhile...........zZZZ after which switch on com listen to song and wait for time to pass......lol then at 10+ then i write blog cause i miss it =P hahaZ o.O then i slept at 11.45pm =P later sleep in class tomolo =P hahaZ

2006-10-22T01:09:00.000+08:00

LEtS fOrGeT aBoUt tHe sAd tHinGs aNd bE hApPy =P hehe ^^
phew.........finally i get some rest....=P after exams and ppl's birthday all that.........finally on a saturday i get some rest so tired, haven been sleeping well these few days cause busy with some drawing wor =P ok lah not really alot but then next year sure u will see more =P CAUSE I GOT ONE WHOLE YEAR TO DRAW !!! hahaZ =P 19 october was PL and cRabBy's birthday.......Happy Birthday =P i know its late i said this but i did say it on actual day ^^ then came 20 october aLiEn and nUe Er's birthday ^^ hahaZ, i know i say late in my blog and i sent SMS also late =P who ask my clock spoil de wor, sorry lor so aLiEn u dun complain.......erm wait........aLieN timE diffeRent by one minutes !!! Oh no wonder u say i late by one minute !!!! hahahahahahahaZ =P i know i am being lame here, but as long as i stay like that is good cause like that i am happy ^^ but one thing i dun like its my results, did quite badly.......hAiZ and i even cried in class =P so malu.....alamak =P next time i better work hard, i must do it for the stupid yee da see, everyday onli bully me one say i stupid and of course for my own good and blah blah blah......hahaZ i thinking enough of "lame-ing" hahaZ =P i am glad that everything is over for awhile, finally some rest then next year, o.O better not write anymore late i talk nonsense again =P anyway also nothing else to write =P hahahahahahZ. k lah i know it lame, i better stop cause i gOt NOTHING TO WRITE ALREADI !!! hahaZ =P

mY biRthDaY wiSh...iT wiLL neVer cOmE tRuE....aLthOugH iT's a wiSh tHaT cOulD comE tRuE sO eAsiLy........

2006-10-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

hAiZ.......mY biRtHdAy wiSh iS to.......nvm forget it its useless to say anyway.......toDay iS the last days of exam.......hmmm actually not really exam =P its juz oral........and i dun think i am going to do well lo.....siAnZ after oral have to go to staff room check mother tongue marks lo........ok lahi did rather well =P but still not as good as wat i wanted........but then wat could i ask more........i have passed........i really hope i could help those who have failed.......and i dun think i can...........SORRY =(
after that i went home lo.......play pangya awhile =P then at 10.45am GhostZ in msn ask me want go his house help him crack warcraft.........and he want me reach by 11am........waaaa i haven take a shower yet somemore......-_-" okok so i didnt care and i slowly took my time........and the moment i lock my house door........it was 10.56am..........o.O so guess wat i do ??? hEhE i started running to my house's nearest MRT station...........

aiYa..........i aM sHoRtEr thAn sOmEoNe.........hehe =P

2006-09-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

i am shorter than someone.........haha =P waaaaaaa today walk past her i like drawf like that..........hahaz........then i saw you smile.........so happy lo.........=P anyway today also like nothing to write in particular..........juz that alvin and kenny came to my house to "study" maths.........but then study onli not even 1 hour go play liao...........haha........next time i lock the com room le.........haha.........then at night did not study, was slacking lazy study..........=X mayb tomolo lo...........i hope i study so much.......hope i can pass all my subjects..........and go on to sec 4...........and i have another wish that i will juz hope it comes true.....................and that is..............

eVeytiMe i sEe tHiS pOoH......tHe tHouGht oF yOu cOmEs tO mY miNd.......aNd hoW i rEgrEttEd nOt tO wAtcH tHe sAme mOviE wiTh yOu..........

2006-09-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

todaY was juz trying as much to control myself, not to cry.......tried to laugh.........ppl say not natural...........but at least they dun know i am sad..........then plus JX take my phone see my msg's............cause we very free at school waiting for our classmates to come back from the poly thingy..........then he see alreadi ask me ALOT ALOT of qns..........waaaaaaaa can go crazy........nvm lo.......he remind me of something though..........my past lo.........so different from now.............one is so happy everyday, the other is so miserable everyday.............i wish i could go back.........went to read my past conversations...............cried again..........the past is juz so good to be living in it............how i wish i can have a second chance to go back to it..............hAiZ ='( [ the poOh rEminDs mE oF lOtS of tHinGs.........]

hAiZ........anyone willing to help me [ the poor little lonely kiddo ] hAiZ......='(

2006-09-19T22:44:00.001+08:00

hAiZ.......who agrees i am useless ??? i feel like one.........but then in the past someone said i am not...........but now ??? dun know.........i feel like asking the person again........so i can lyk gain some confidence or it may turn out the other way round.......it would be so.........hAiZ........dun dare to ask........hAiZ......i am going to start mugging for my exams from tomolo..........wont write blog..........anyway.......today juz another miserable day..........although u ppl see my smile and laugh everyday........i am juz forcing myself to show u ppl that.........but wat you see is not always the truth..........especially after that day..........when i had high hopes of something special to happen..................which it did not........i am alone on my own i guess..........*CRYING* [although i promised you not to.........I AM SORRY ] i have been trying not to for quite a few months alreadi..........really cannot take it anymore..........SORRY nUe Er........] hAiZ......dun know wat to do next................juz waiting for something to happen...........and that is....................say for wat.......no one cares......... ='(

gAmiNg dAy........hehe =P

2006-09-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

hahaz...........today parents all go work.......left me alone..........did abit of my hw then.................PLAYED all day =P but then i found that i am so much lousier in games.........cause i very long never play le.........hahaz.........recently starrting to love studying.........juz hope it give me a good place in SEC 4........hehe =P juz play play play today..........nothing much happened........

hAiZ......wHy mUsT iDrEaM oF hEr nOw.......mAke mE sO sAd......hAiZ.......hOpE i cAn tUrN bAcK tiMe........hAiZ ='(

2006-09-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

hAiZ......today during lesson so sleepy but was able to keep awake till i got some time to rest.....so i juz sat there........trying to sleep.......hoping i wont get the same dream as yesterday night........juz so sad dreamt about her being so good to me.......but its the past lo.........juz hope i could turn back time.........during contact time Mr Tay didnt come.......so i took the chance to sleep........=P........and the dream repaeated itself in my dreams again..........hAiZ........why cant i have something that can allow me turn back time.........i juz want to keep going back to the days.........where my happy memories now rest..........hAiZ..........after that i was like thinking i cant really smile lo........then saw li jue.....thwe one who keep calling me puay ling.......then she say why i like want to cry like that.......lol.......mayb lo........after DnT came home.......then i went straight into my room locked myself up for fun.........switch on the com........staring at the wallpaper out of the pic you sent me............make me think so much.......then visited my own blog to see my past posts........made me worse..........hope things turn out for the better after this friday..........hAiZ........dun feel like sleeping tonight........later see same dream........but in the other hand.......i hope i can see that dream again.....and relive in that day......in my dreams........but then again........i know when i wake up its another day away from the past..........hAiZ.........i juz wish all this can change this friday.........='(

aNOthEr cRaZy dAy fOr mE.........hEhE =P

2006-09-08T07:02:00.000+08:00

hAiZ.......today go tto wake up early cause going to cycle all the way to EAST COAST PARK !!! erm........actually quite crazy lah..........cause it took us 3 whole hours to reach there !!! lucky not tiring cause we relax haha...........=P
then reach there already thought is class event......but onli like half the class go......diao.....then i go seaside pick seashells.........very innocent lo........suddenly "someone" throw me into the sea !!! AhHhHhHhH !!! whole body wet........hope it drys before we head home lo........hehe then went to the toilet to wash up.......cause the sea water very dirty lo.........EeEeEeE !!! then after that cycle back.....took even longer cause alvin and kenny tired alreadi.........although they never say, its quite obvious lo........haha, after that when we reach bukit timah.........alvin say go play LAN.......but then Han Sheng dun want to go, he say want to go home sleep...........then i felt so bad.............he bring us here, then he go home alone.........like we PS him like that.........i didnt know wat to do........i juz kept quiet.........then H.s suddenly chiong across the road when there were no cars.........his speed like crazy one........so i 100% cannot cathch.........didnt want to go home alone........so go play LAN lo........like juz wasting my time........=P then after that finally reach home at about 8+pm.........finally some rest.........haha........at night slept quite early.........cause i was tired............hehe =P

wHy iS mY cOm fuLL oF pRoBlEmS ??? ='(

2006-09-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

sEcOnD dAy........hehe.........woKe uP eArly jUz to play pangya.......hahaz.........then play till 2pm+ my mum called me..............and she told her to make my way to Lot 1 and asked me to bring $80 from my savings.........wonder why ??? but anyway have to bring........then went there.........i met her at comic connections at level 4 and she went in......and asked me wethere i want to buy warcraft !!! waaa.....scared me......=P but happy that i finally can buy warcraft............hehe =P.........after that went home as quick as possible and was playing it's campaign mode in no time..........haha =P then when i wanted to try the online mode.......i found out that i couldn't and was trying to figure out why........restarting my com and all..........until 11pm+ still cannot.........decided to give up tomolo then try......so went to sleep lo.........haha...........hope tomolo can........hahaz..............

PL...........PL.......PL.......PL......OMG I GOING CRAZY !!!

2006-09-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

waaaaa....today start of holidays.........BUT !!! still have to go for school event........sianZ.......have to wake up early too !!! nvm........since i still have som many days of holiday s to play.....hahaz =P
need to go to Singapore Polytechnic to attend the business school thingy.........hahaz.........then very irritaiting cauuse got a few ppl keep saying........GRRRR *PL* then say until........i speechless..........bacame numb alreadi by the end of the trip............after the thing went home straight.........go play pangya.......although alvin ask me go out play L.A.N, parents dun want me go so juz stayed at home lo...........hehe......... =P play play play till 11pm+ then sleep.......so fast one day past le..........sianZ.......

tHe dAy i WaS SOooo cRAzY !!!!! hahaz =P

2006-09-03T01:40:00.000+08:00

hEhE........today......although it was a Saturday.......didn't went out cause my father was sick......yAy.........o_O not that i was happy that my father was sick.......its jux that i am happy that i can finally have a day during the weekends which i get to rest at home........so dun misunderstand........hehe =P so stayed at home all day.......playing pangya on ur account and you still need so much EXP to rank up.......mine also.........haha......after that at night, played kong kong.......the jump racing game.....kind of weird too......but i had fun anyways.......hahaz........then until 11pm+ then i realised i have been playing all day !!! [cause my mum shouted at me] =P then went to sleep lo.......caused i also quite tired.......hahaz

haha......i am so happy today......haha........cause ^_^

2006-08-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

hahaz........i was actually not quite in the mood today, but then after "someone" called me by the name i have long yet to hear.......it totally changed my mood.......hahaZ =P suddenly juz feel happy........hehe ^^ after school went for robotics again.........then went home at 9pm+ !!! so late..........but then nvm still went to play com........then it ended up that i didnt sleep well that night..........juz thinking too much of wat made me so happy today.........hehe =P
JUZ SO HAPPY TODAY...........yAy.........YiPPiE !!! =P

waaaaaa.........finally the exams are over........but....

2006-08-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

hAiZ.......i am happy and sad..........happy cause the exams are finally over........sad cause i dun think i will do well in my exams even though i worked so high...........i told myself mabye i juz not the one who can excel in my studies..........hAiZ.........now i am juz thinking wat else i can do good and i shall try to make a living out of it....since i dun think my studies will bring me far..........hAiZ...........who ask me so stupid.......haha nvm i cant do anithing now......so i will have to work hard for my final year exam........haha ^^
so many days never write blog......cause stidying for exam ma...........after the exams which was like about three days agao i can write one........but i was juz lazy.........wanted to play game........haha =P aiya also no one care anyway..........haha..........today normally wake up go out then 8.15pm came back.................went to shower and then went to switch on the com then wait and wait and wait all the way till 11.30pm for subaa to login cause she say want to teach my how to change blogskin............then she ask me wat time login i said.........8.30.......she said ok..........and added that if she not online SMS her..........8.45pm i SMS her no reply...........then till 10pm i decided to call then i found out that her phone was off..........diao........made me wait for 2 hours for nothing..............should have go play pangya.......nvm lo actually today change blogskin today.............then now never cause i stupid i dun know how.........so dun know must wait till when lo...........hAiZ :'( slept at one plus cause i am going to see something special mEi told me to see something you wont get to see it everyday....hope i can take a pictur of it to show mEi too cause she say want to sleep............hehe ^^

CA2..........YOU ARE DEAD..........I AM GOING TO MASTER YOU !!! WATCH OUT !!!

2006-08-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

Haha.........i juz want a good result........nothing else.........and so i will not be writing any blog.....from now till the end of my CA.......... GOING TO WORK HARD..........understand ??? haha.......yAy.........YippiE !!! today juz a very normal school day onli that morning i met up with someone before i came to school and she gave me something.........hahaz =P then DnT do the prodestop software thingy-computer aided design programme........at first it was quite easy, but when it ended and we can go home.......felt so irritated........GRRRR so hard to do lo extrude here and there and dun knwo watever lo.........then Mr Jalleh go so fast cannot follow..........but at least i finished wat i was supposed to finish........yAy !!! so still quite satisfied........yAy :) came home and i started my revision for my A-maths test.........its still ok lo.........i still know how to do most of the questions............so glad...........last time i always thought i was useless............ [since ur change..........its time for my turn to change..........but i know one thing wont change...........i will never ever forget you..........hAiZ ]: ( msn see you after i kill the CA.........mUAHAHAHAHAH !!!!

AFTER THE JUNE HOLIDAYS............LOTS OF THINGS HAVE CHANGED.......hAiZ : (

2006-08-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

Saturday and Sunday did not write cause wasnt feeling well at all..........and thus nothing much happened, juz stayed home all day and ly on my bed........thinking...........hAiZ.......... lots of things have been changing after the JUNE HOLIDAYS............i now onli wish that it would just revert back before the holidays...............hAIZ : ( but in a way i know reverting back will not really occur.........as said it was juz a wish..........and my wish have never came through..........hAiZ : ( juz hope it wiil.........Monday, need to reach school by 8.15pm cause got "white space" then i went early to go there do hw........then ended up being irritatited by a few idiots making so much noise.........then i never do finish..........first period need to check somemore.........die........then she scold the whole class cause of me.............i knew i shouldnt be in this class...........41 people and normally it should be 40 in a class...........i should be the 41st extra............i dun belong in that class............hAiZ..........today got dental thingy mine took about 6 mins+ then i waste time inside.......hahaz.........then today alot of lessons wasted...........i came from with nothing new in my brain.........learnt nothing new...........cause the teacher all like talking to themselves. =P hahaz.........then very sian.........sleepy but cannot sleep..........juz cant explain this kind of feeling............its juz painful to be in this state...........all i can describe of this................i came back today...........onli with one thing on my mind..........."AHHH........going to drop liao......." onli someone else and me understand.............hAiZ : (

hAiZ.....its hard to be happy WITHOUT you.......hAiZ : (

2006-08-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

slept for two hours today.........cant sleep yesterday night...........must blame my father lo.........GRRRR want use com for dun know wat then...........i went into my room think till morning 6am+ then sleep..........then 8am+ woke up........................now not onli sick......i very sick.......haha.............at least still can play com......hahaz =P so play and play till afternoon 1pm+ friends came all of a sudden..........Oh then scrae me.......then nvm lo.......play, play till 8pm+ they went home.....then do my DnT product.......and now i onli need to spray then i am done.........yAy............sure not going to sleep tonight......hAiZ =(

WAT A HOLIDAY.......SICK

2006-08-09T22:52:00.000+08:00

hAiZ.........today is Singapore's 41st birthday..........its a public holiday...............but i was sick.......so stayed at home all day.........so boring..........did nothing.........watch the national parade which is going to be held in the national stadium one last time...........cause i think they rebuilding........in any case i dun wat wat they going to do........blur alreadi........hahaz after the parade play com till.................1 am+ was sort off waiting for someone to offline before i go..........but then my father want to use the com.........so he use lo........then juz have to go................hAiZ ) :

hAiZ........happy, but i will be happier if............hAiZ :(

2006-08-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

aiyo today national day celebration.....so siAnZ nothing intresting going on on the stage........then sit there........."SOMEONE" keep disturbing me about me sitting behind of someone..........then make me call her........lucky she not angey or wat........hahaz =P then when the celebration end, i went to DnT workshop do damn product..........left with spray now.....finishing soon : ) then after that at 11am + when they close the workshop......brought wEi hAo to zhao jie's house collect the pS2 zhao jie going to lent him seeing that it was his birthday......??? hahaz.........onli when its ur birthday then people will try their best to fufill wat you wish of them...........hope mine would be like that too 0_o......... =P then after lots of people came my house........hehe then my house like have party............hahaz then play all the way till 8pm+ then they all went home..........hadn't so much fun in awhile........hahaz........then at night online till quite late.......cause i am used to sleeping late when i had always accompanied you.........hAiZ =P
after so long of not writing my blog........i decided to write again....hahaz
"SOMEONE" 1: ALVIN.........
"SOMEONE"2: "PL".......haha

hAiZ....RUNNING IN THE HEAVY RAIN....CRYING

2006-07-30T00:31:00.000+08:00

WEIRD, WEIRD AND MORE WEIRD...........

2006-07-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

Waaa.......so many days i never write blog already.............Eeeee very weird.............mabye will write tomolo ??? i also dun know leh..........see first.........hahaz anyway i juz write some of the intresting events that happened for the past few days.............
Saturday ( 15/7/06 ) : Went to Malaysia.........dun know wat beach in malaysia go there WALK WALK alone.............hoping i will be happier................................................then after that so bored.........so decided to find seashell............the i stand there for like dun know how many hours than i onli found one small miserable seashell...............so SiAnZ...............
Sunday ( 16/7/06 ) : Nothing much happened onli that i changed my phon to E 900 C ( SAMSUNG )
Monday (17/7/06 ) : Nothing much today juz a normal school day execpy got white space which we got to go to school late at 8.15am..........
Today ( 18/7/06 ) : Nothing much at all happened that is intresting enough for me to write...........onli that tomolo got Chemistry test..........juz hope i can pass =x

hAiZ.....SUPPOSED TO GO PLAY BADMINTON AT CCK C.CBUT WENT UP ALONE.........AND CRIED........hAiZ :"(

2006-07-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

Today tried to commit suicide........was standing at the edge of the building.......i mad le........hAiZ :"( being close to death is scary..........hAiZ :"( waaaa i feel weird not writing my blog..........hAiZ :"( wait till i at least feel better than i write again............thats all today...........hAiZ :"(

I KNOW THAT YOU NO LONGER CARE................hAiZ :"(

2006-07-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

i will not be writing my blog till.............hAiZ :"( no mood nowadays...........hAiZ..........and you ignore me.........hAiZ :"( BUT WILL WRITE TITLE WHICH SHOULD BE QUITE CLEAR.........OF THE DAY LO.......hAiZ :"(

WAAA !!! I DIDNT KNOW TODAY IS SINGAPORE SSORRY DAY LEH............SORRY EVERYONE !!! HAHAZ

2006-07-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

i want to sleep..........and stop crying..............but how.............hAiZ................ today during lesson i didnt pay much attention cause i folding paper crane like mad lo.........execpt for math lesson i was like happily drawing the graph..........unbelievable lo i can understand............. HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! then today DnT till 6.30+ lo so late then i reach home at 8pm............ then i was very tired.........cause walk here walk there cut this cut there...........waaaaaa very sianZ...........then before going home that time..........accidently sanded some of my skin and nails..........then my hand bleeding.........so pain...........hAiZ...........no one noticed...........went to canteen refilled my bottle with cold water..........poured on my wound..........pain.......i tolerate..........nvm lo..........go home........cry.........why did it happened.............hAiZ :"( thinking too much..............of you..............but i know you no longer care..........hAiZ...........at night 12am+ then haven sleep............crying.............hAiZ :"(

:"( BLACKOUT I SCARED...........hAiZ :"( I AM USELESS..........SCARED OF THE DARK :"(

2006-07-10T22:18:00.001+08:00

............hAiZ today never sleep..........at 1.50am got world cup finals........i switch on my tv and watch..........then zidane did something stupid and crazy lo go headbutt the person he not happy with on the chest............stupid lo then he get red card got sent off............so stupid then the whole team lost a good player and i think that why they lost lo............he crazy lah..........then go school not tired..........cause i used to it.............then after schoolstayed in school do stupid thing..............then go home play com. then sleep.............hAiZ :"(

TODAY..........NO MOOD TO DO ANITHING..........BUT.....THERE ARE SOMETHINGS I MUST DO..........hAiZ :"(

2006-07-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

there is something i must do..........first thing i thought of to do is to say SORRY to you.............hAiZ :"( and till now i still dun know your reply........hAiZ :"( i feel lost and i dun know where i want to go next...........maybe i wants to juz stay where i am and wait...........cause i know if i continue i would go deeper and be lost forever..........hAiZ :"( today.........morning go school for robotics...........like last week play games over there not doing wat i am supposed to do............but today i did abit of building............then they play robo scocer.........quite stupid but its fun and i can see everyone was having fun............laughing at the stupidity of the robot playing scocer............me sitting alone there watching no expressions............juz looking :"( no mood to laugh but tried to smile.............hAiZ :"( but cannot.............SORRY :"( then after that can go home alreadi went out saw "son" in school then he say he doing his DnT then at first want to go see see............then nvm lah dun disturb him..........then went home alone again...........juz thinking.......and reflecting on myself............hAiZ :"( my friends...........are they really wat i should call them ??? i dun know............i am so confused now...................after that went home do maths homework do and do and do then i didnt realized that it was alreadi 6pm.........waaaaaa time passes so fast lo........then my parents went out again......ask me follow then today they ask me why i walk so slow and i think they noticed i was sort of crying............and they asked..............but then i tell them nothing..........i know they didnt believe me..........but they walk away...........did i do the correct or the wrong thing ??? someone tell me.............plz !!! :"( after that went home switch on com............then tried to enjoy playing pangya..........hAiZ :"( when can i laugh again..............and do you accept my apology ??? plz tell me..............hAiZ :"( SORY...........................hAiZ :"(

DID YOU SAW ME CRYING TODAY ??? :"(

2006-07-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

Today................still cant forget wat i was trying to for get yesterday..............but felt worse.............during E-maths lesson today i was like going to cry.............then i did............onli thing is that i think no one saw it...............thats all i can say lo...........then after school.............stayed in school awhile cause mabye "son" and "nUe Er" coming my house............according to "son" they coming...........then i very happy..............but then they never, i also dun know wat happened............then i was sad...........after he told me he want go home..........so not going le................hAiZ :"( you make me put my hopes so high then pull it down...........why............hAiZ :"( before "son" said he not coming i accompanied him to buy DnT stuff...........then he said he want to go home............so i went to Macdonalds stay there i did nothing..............at first i played with camera phone then make till Hadhi angry then not fun anymore.............then change target to nUe Er.............until i play sian le...........i sit the "daydream" and almost cried and i think you saw it ??? !!! GOT ??? hAiZ :"( then after that saw that nUe Er not in Mac thought she went to erm..............4th floor i guess.........went up and at the bend i saw you !!! i was right you was at the 4th level..............then i think i scared you................ SORRY..............Y_Y hAiZ :"( then after that went to play badminton..............and i was totally shocked that i still could play................but not as good as last time..............Hmm but i dun think i even play well last time..............nvm lah, the point is after not playing badminton for so long i still can play.............i tried to smile............yea i did smile at sometimes ever some things..............hAiZ :"( SORRY..............hAiZ :"( again........... then after playing badminton all of your tired so ur went home me too.............but different mood.............on the bus home i tried not to cry.............i didnt but i had very teary eyes.............its like i blink my eyes it will start rolling down..................but wiped it..............hAiZ :"( come back first thing happened is when i went online and over 20 contacts scold me all at the same time...........say i very irritaiting..............AM I ??? i didnt know so i, decided to ask you..............so i SMS'ed but you didnt reply..............hAiZ :"( then i wait and wait till midnight you also haven reply..............hAiZ :"( hAiZ..............i not in good mood i went to try and sleep............
I MUST TRY TO SLEEP !!! although i am sleepy i propably cant sleep...............hAiZ :"( when will this ends ???
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should i upload pictures that i took when i was playing with the camera phone ???

WHY UR NOTICED THAT I AM SAD................WHY MUST ALL MY FRIENDS BACKSTAB ME ALL DURING THIS TIME............hAiZ :"(

2006-07-06T23:04:00.001+08:00

hAiZ..........today tried to force myself to be happy........but i juz couldnt..........i cant control it..............hAiZ :"( in school today tried to avoid Kheng Chai and "son" cause i dun want to be disturbed cause i am alreadi not in a very good mood so when recess, go buy food then come up to class eat then Kheng Chai and "son" they all sitting at my place there........then i go my previous place sit..............cause i wanted to avoid them !!! hAiZ :"( why............and during geography i think i sort of cried but i think no one noticed...........then after school no one stayed back so i juz stayed in class awhile then went home.........crying my way home.............hAiZ :"( straight after i got home i switch on my com..........then played a little pangya hoping that it will probably make me happier...........but it was the opposite.............cause for someone use my account to waste my money to go add upgrades..............hAiZ :"( nvm lah..........hope i can earn it back fast............but why must hackers hack my account............why me !!! then i play like onli one six holes match then siANz so never play................then cried all the way till i sleep...............but will i sleep.............after this day of misery............how to forget it and how can i control my feelings.............HOW ??? !!! ANYONE CAN TELL ME ??? .............hAiZ :"(

I MAY SEEM HAPPY.........BUT I CAN SAY I AM NOT...........hAiZ :"(

2006-07-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

hAiZ.............nowadays people say i very happy.............but thats not the truth............do they even know ??? hAiZ :"( today again people say i very happy nowadays but they dun know that they are actually saying the opposite thing............do they ??? hAiZ :"( i know i laugh alot but does that show you that i am happy ??? it is cause i want to forget everthing and juz laugh like mad until i remeber why i was unhappy....................then today go school laugh and laugh.............then they say i very happy...........but then ( bla bla bla............. ) go school my "son" keep saying about his "mama" then make me laugh cause funny ma...........but then ( bla bla bla........... ) then after school Kheng Chai and "son" keep disturbing me then i was like irritaited but was kind of funny............so weird lo !!! then after they disturb me till they sian liao then went to "son" house..........but today go there so bored then i was so bored till i play with children toy lo.........but quite fun then i cannot win then i gave up........i am too stupid to make all of them the same colour but onli managed to do one colour ( like shown in the picture lo ) hAiZ...........onli one colour............i am simply useless...........hAiZ :"( after that go home...........cried again............i still cannot forget the day you said you hate me.............and the june holidays where no one know wat happened to me..............hAiZ :"( cant even try to forget cause i cant !!! i am juz useless.............hAiZ :"( [ I HOPE UR DUN LEAVE ME ALONE ANYMORE.......... ]

TODAY HAPPY AND SAD..............hAiZ :"(

2006-07-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

3/07/06: TODAY HAPPAND SAD.................hAIZ :"(

hAiZ.........today sian.................holiday............never go school...........then early morning alvin call my hp then ask me play maple lo cause he want wake me up but actually i never sleep lo then........then go play lo............play till afternoon like 2pm+ then go play pangya cause you say want to play...........so quit maple then go play pangya with you..........play till 3pm then ur "mama" also want to play pangya then play together lo..........then ur talk very funny.........had a great time laughing.............they calling each other mama ma...........make me blur also.......... HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! then all also so pro i lose to all of them...........mabye is i lousy ??? then i xiao lo the com. on whole day so i play all day lo then tomolo need to go school le..........happy cause i can see you again............... [ recently blog posts all write long long execpt this.......hahaz so conbine to make it look long........... stupid hoh ??? ]

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4/07/06 :HMM............TODAY QUITE LATE THEN COME BACK HOME CAUSE..........

dun know lah, recently i zm juz purely blur.........eh no lah is VERY BLUR !!! then was like keep hearing my name when "son" and kheng chai chatting lo dun know wat they talking bout me then blur i ask them then they always say :" wat i say ??? Got meh ??? " always the same answer one then i always the blur one........... lol !!! then today got DnT ma so go workshop do till quite late like about 5pm+ then can go home then help " someone's mama " pass up E-maths 1 hw lo then like wat lo cause when going to put in book drop that time walk past office saw Mr Cheok inside then "son" say juz give him lo.........then i say dun one juz put in book drop can liao then my "son" give me that kind of face ( =_=" ) then ok lo call Mr Cheok come out take then guess wat we call him then he say put in his book drop can le.............then i was like returning that same expression as him lo ( =_=" ) diao lo so stupidbut nvm lah help "someone's mama" ma then also fun want go home so early so waste time also nvm lo..............then after that accompany you go home then i went home.............hAiZ :"( then play com. again till 10.30pm+ then go sleep cause no one to chat liao............so sianZ so go TRY and sleep lo.............hAiZ :"( must try to sleep some more...........
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( tomolo continue cause i from got home till now blur ma thinking bout alot of things then now still blur so write half onli cause must continue "BLUR-ING" ) [ continued ]

AIYO........I AM SLEEPY........BUT HAVE TO KEEP MYSELF AWAKE CAUSE........

2006-07-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

hAiZ..........yesterday never sleep at all.............cause ur two like that make me worried ma...........then early morning i was tired so went i went for a jog to keep myself awake.......cause i still want to chat with ur tonight..........hope ur two ok le then i can sleep.........if not i wont sleep lo.........hAiZ.......... then during my jog SMS "son" ask him wether got sleep anot ma cause i asked him too cause i know he wont lo but then he replied yes so happy for him...........but then you..........hAiZ.........i dun know cause i think you cannot recieve my SMS for dun know wat reason..........then after that come back.........parents wanted to go out again..........so sianz !!! I DUN WANT I WANT STAY AT HOME PLAY COM. but have to obey lo...........so go out. they go IMM then my father say need go see laptop to buy for company use then the money is company pay lo...........so good !!! then waaa see alot of com. ..........feel like changing my laptop to a computer..........but i know cannot one cause when i go out with my parents i always come back empty handed if got is also they go out on weekday then buy somethng for me like last time he bought me this laptop lo...........i want to change to computer cause this laptop the video and graphics card so lousy then cannot play alot of games ma...........hAiZ !!! I WANT TO PLAY EVERY GAME THERE IS ON THIS PLANET............LOL !!! HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! then at choose the laptop till 7pm + then finally bought one "Hp:invent" one lo.........then finally go eat dinner...........after dinner go home play maple till 1.30am + again lo then cannot sleep again.............hAiZ :"(

hAiZ.............WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN............hAiZ :"(

2006-07-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

hAiZ........when must ur be like that..............hAiZ :"( today saturday.......have to go school for robotics today, but i go there like never do any programming of the bot and building of the bot, i juz "concentrated" on playing the internet online game lo..........then the teacher also never find out..............hahaz i so bad lo !!! hehe.............then after that i went home then straight after i reach home switch on com go see blog but all short short oneso very fast i read finish le loh...........then after i finish reading i went to play maple lo cause alvin ask me play party quest........... [ o.O if you dun play maple the boring part starts !!! SORRY !!! Y_Y ] first time i play party quest............quite hard cause my lvl so low lobut then got people help cause the name alreadi says it "PARTY" quest so its that you form a party an go play a quest together..........so i like the onli low lvl character there............then everone help me...........and for me it feels more like a helping ur friends quest than a party quest lo.............LOL !!! HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! but then after awhile i got used to it then at least its more like party quest lo..........hahaz [ end of the boring part ] then after that my parents came back from work then i was like forced to go out............so sianz take car to Lot 1 which is like so near lo............i might as well run there, go by car still need to waste fuel lo............always go out with my parents always like juz following them and this time its still the same..............BORING !!! then after that went to IMM this one take car ther i nothing to say cause really quite far but want run there also can but the duration is long so nvm lo take car there then my parents like spent $1000+ buy water filter thingy and many other stuff all dun have mine lo..........then they all not empty handed go home only me lo............i used to it le always like that then after that go home lo then finally can go play with com liao..........hahaz then after that i play and play and play till 1.30am + then still cannot sleep cause ur like that i worried..........hAiZ :"(

FINALLY........A DAY IN WHICH I AM HAPPY.......WISH EVERYDAY IS LIKE THAT.....BUT THIS WISH WILL NEVER COME TRUE......hAiZ :'(:'(

2006-06-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

Today whole day nothing that had made me cry or even feel sad...........today whole day i have been smiling and do wat a happy person will do...........sure hope everyday would be the same...........but i know it wont............hAiZ :"( today juz wake up in the morning as usual then go to school lo then after school stayed back see show subaa they all playing with water making themselves wet............i wanted to join cause it looks fun but then i know i am not welcomed.................so i juz sat there watch lo...........after that they have to go CCA so no more show but then suddenly Han Sheng, Kheng Chai, Hadhi Bear and me were like playing catching then i always like so blur dun know who is catcher..........so i juz blur blur stand there always then suddenly i would become the cather...............hahaZ i blur lo............anyway i had fun............. HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! then after that Kheng Chai go home alreadi we still srayed in class till nUe Er go home..........then we also go off together lo...........then Han Sheng and i accompanied her home lo...........then we were outside her house chatting with her lo i didnt talk much cause they talking about "something" i dun know about so i juz kept quiet and watch them talk lo............then at 5.30pm Han Sheng and i seperated and went different ways cause obviously we stay different place !!!!! HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! then go home guess wat i do ??? i switch on the com. then like yesterday play and chat all the way till 12am plus..........but then tomolo still have to go to school for the robotics thingy..............i wonder if i can wake up and reach school in time ???

hAiZ.......JUZ A NORMAL SCHOOL DAY LO.........SO SIANZ

2006-06-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

Today wake up as usual then prepared to go school onli today i went out of my house late so i thought sure late liao.........but i also dun know why i juz made in on time for assembly..........i guess its all luck..........hope i will be lucky for the rest of the day...........hehe after assembly go back to class then have boring lessons all the way till afternoon...........then at 2.45pm finally school ended then stay in class talk about rubbish cause got the Kheng Chai there ma.........then after that went to teck whye there but DnT stuff for the finishing for the easel thingy.......after that go to Lot 1 to buy something to eat lo cause abit hungry alreadi..........then we brought our food to the park somewhere near limbang park aiya i dun know wat park or garden was it i juz know its near limbang park lo............then go there eat our food............finished our food then play i and Han Sheng folded a swan each and buried it together under a pile of sand wonder will it disspear when we try to collect it back at an unknown date...............hahaZ then after that play and so called childish game to your but not me..........cause its a video game translated game it is simply to juz catch the paper plane..........even though they also find it childish but they also enjoyed playing it........... HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! then after that went home and start playing com immediately !!! then play and chat all the way till 11pm then i went to sleepcause tomolo still have school.............so SianZ anyway nvm can go school and see your two i also dun mind going to school everyday lo :p HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! NO CRYING FOR ME TODAY !!! HOW GREAT IF EVERYDAY IS LIKE THAT..............WILL IT BE LIKE THAT 4EVER ???

hAiZ............MY HW IS ABIT WET............ANONE KNOWS WHY..........??? hAiZ :"(

2006-06-28T22:21:00.000+08:00

another day in memorial of crying again............hAiZ :"( Today stayed back in school and play lo.........play all those games that to people would be childish games but to us they are not cause it makes us feel lke a turn back in time when we are still young............so obvoiusly never go swimming lo......then after that went to Han Sheng house to "play" with my msn account..........then today things that were more mushy came out...cant stand the three pros...........theni like extra........ HAHA...yAY...YiPPiE !!! then after that at about 5.30pm i went home then at night was shocked cause "YOU" talk to me all of a sudden.........shocked me but was at least happier..........i hope i can forget my so called friends that backstabbed me...........and i dun want to know anyone else anymore in my life le........this six people is all i need.........thanx Y_Y !!! i hope i dun get backstabbed again...............hAiZ :"( crying while i was doing my hw so its kind of wet now...........hAiZ :"(

I STILL LOVE YOU.......... BUT DO YOU ??? I AM ALL ALONE NOW............ CAUSE I AM ALL LOST WITHOUT YOU........

2006-06-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

hAiZ........homework coming again........and this time i will try to finish every single one and pass them up on time not like last semester always hand in homework late.........but now i have to settle my holiday homework first...........nothing happened much today onli that DnT delayed till afternoon at 5+ then straight away go home........bath eat dinner then go do homework.............at 10pm then i switch on com to chat cause do homework do until sianz............after that went to bed and sleep............another day in memorial of me crying again...........hAiZ :"(

hAiZ...........WON THREE MEDALS YESTERDAY.........hAiZ

2006-06-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

i am not going to write wat happened yesterday, its juz terrible and the onli good thing that happened yesterday was i won another three medals a full collection meaning a bronze, silver and gold............Hmm mabye its a bad thing.........i dun know............hAiZ :"( i am all lost now and i dun know how to move on i am juz stuck there not moving.............
Today is the start of school after one month of suffering and boredom for me its finally over and it seems that i am even carrying the suffering in................i am lost wat should i do ??? i dun know..........i am juz a useless person stuck in a spot not wanting to move forward cause i am lost and right now i also dun know wat i am writing about.............anyway i juz know one thing now..........i am lost............hAiZ :"( changed my seat today...........the place ok cause i can be quiet and all alone there...............yAy good...........after school went to Han Sheng house then found out that alvin is actually so talented in doing "something" i am totally shocked !!! and i actually laughed lo !!! cause really dam funny the way alvin do the "something"..............!!! HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! then after that go alvin house then i was like doing nothing there.............then after that 5.30pm i went home.............then go do my homework..........hAiZ........so siAnZ :"( then after that go sleep..............HOPE I CAN FORGET WAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY........................hAiZ :"(

HOPE MY FRIENDS DUN BACKSTAB ME AGAIN TOMOLO........

2006-06-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

TOMOLO GOING FOR COMPETITION AGAIN...........HOPE I WIN MEDALS AGAIN.............AND BEST HOPE IF I WIN I DUN GET INJURED !!! AND DUN GET BACKSTABBED BY MY FRIEND AGAIN...............hAIz that was wat hapened last SUNDAY !!! hAIz.....................!!! :"( today play and watch movies never do holiday hw i sure die liao tomolo whole day i must do lo if not will die terribly................juz hope i dun walk home after the competition with another leg bleeding can le.............hAiZ !!! :"( today continouously watch three movies so now abit tired and it looks like i am not really intrested in playing games anymore..........good, now i can concentrate on my studies !!!!!! HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! :"(

yAy.....LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY LIAO.....HAHA......yAy....YIPPIE !!!

2006-06-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

I DREAM EVERY NIGHT EVERY NIGHT ITS THE SAME DREAM...............AND ITS ALWAYS THE SAME YOU IN MY DREAMS.......................hAiZ :"( yAy its all going to end soon...............all the boredom...............i am going to try to be quiet for the next half of the year so if i can dun talk...........I WONT !!! so today play and play and play again the stupid same game then tomolo then i do hw.............math i sure cannot finish one..........i am prepared to die.............hAiZ !!! :"(

BEING ALONE MAY BE BETTER FOR ME CAUSE I WONT SUFFER SO MUCH..........

2006-06-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

hAIZ................. :"( now i am onli left with like 6 people i can rely to cause they still treat me as a friend..............................others onli make me suffer..............i think for me being alone would be better at least i wont suffer as much as i am now..............................hAiZ but i must now treasure the 6 people that still treats me as a friend...............hope they can change my thinking.............of me having this six people as my friend better than being all alone better.........can they ??? nvm........ i cant predict.............cause all these unpredictable things have been happening and i have been suffering both physical and internal..............this whole holiday......... friends backstabbing me and saying bad about me and mnay other things happened........hAiZ :"(
Today woke up switch on com. play all the way till 6pm then off com then first time touch on holiday homework.........so sianz still got alot never do.........finish e-maths liao still...........i can finish one but during the holidays i didnt do is cause i dun want to do cause holiday ma i play........but thinking back i didnt play much...........i was busy suffering..............hAiZ.......then at night 10 plus i switch on com tried to be busy by chatting to people but most of them all no reply...........hAIZ !!! i guess my friend is correct i am IRRITAITING !!! so no one wants to chat with me cause i will irritait them...............hAiZ :"( although i got play games it still boring cause i play the game so many times liao............................this is the worst holiday i have.............all the suffering and boredom.............hAiZ :"( [ DRAWN THIS OUT OF BOREDOM............]

HOLIDAYS ENDING SOON............

2006-06-22T00:07:00.000+08:00

Today totally nothing to write about........................juz morning go school come back the play and play and play...............sIaNz...............that about all i can say lo...............although i play everyday its still boring cause everyday the same game................hAiZ !!! :"(

siAnZ..................hAiZ !!! :"(

2006-06-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

Tuesday...............another boring day.........almost whole day at home do nothing again lo cause went to school............then actually planned to do holiday hw but then dun know why i never do...........HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! then almost whole day stay at home rot..........leg still painful and its getting from bad to worst...........OMG wat am i going to do.........hAiZ nothing much happened today.............hAiZ !!! :"(

MY HOLIDAYS ARE "FULL OF INTRESTING ACTIVITIES".............hAiZ :"(

2006-06-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

Today boring day again............morning wake up switch on com play and play till 3pm then i thought that today i got to go for swimming.................but then my leg still damn pain.............so didnt stop playing continued.............HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! then onli till 6pm + then i off the com. and went to rest my eyes..................after that took a bath then went to have dinner..............then i go ly down on the bed reflecting myself................and i thought of alot of things.....................ALOT !!! so cannot write cause will fill the whole web page lo !!! HAHA.....yAy......YiPPiE !!!then at 9pm switch on com. and start playing and playing again................. onli till 12.30 am then i went to sleep...........see how "exciting" my holidays can be................. :"(

TODAY GOT TWO MEDALS............BUT........

2006-06-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

Today got two medals but then i won my friend............then he not happy make me fall then slide on the floor cause the floor is dam wet then got one sharp sharp thing then cut me now still bleeding.........my hands all that also got wounds now............no one cares :"( even my parents..........they say die die lo we also dun care..............thats all i can write today its really painful...................why must this happen..........why people always bully me and i feel like giving up my life...........!!! :"(
SO LONG SINCE I EVER UPLOADED A PICTURE................

SIANZ............

2006-06-17T12:32:00.000+08:00

never go anywhere today.............dun know why father lock me at home...........so juz sit inside room stare at room ceiling cause i lying down on bed....................nothing happen...........never lunch and dinner !!! so very obviou nothing to write lo................... :"( yea cry when inside the room...........

ANOTHER BORING DAY DURING MY HOLIDAY............hAiZ :"( SO SIANZ ANYONE HELP ???

2006-06-17T00:28:00.000+08:00

nvm i know no one cares lo.............why ??? nvm i will never know today whole day listen one same song..............its very closely linked to my life these few days lo.................the song also quite nice...................................today wake up....................................( to be continued ) NO ONE CARES EVEN IF I DUN CONTINUE..................................... :"(
anyway continuing........... so now everyday is so sianz if stay at home i will on com. then stare at screen.............then do nothing else unless someone asks me to............ then if i go out is also go out alone........so my holidays are always like that no intresting activities...........as i said.......today go school for robotics........again go alone so boring.........then come back then go swimming then all alone again.............come back on com. stare at screen lo...............and that wat i did today............. :"(

WAAAAAA...........I WILL DIE OF BREDOM AND FROM MISSING YOU IF THE HOLIDAYS DONT END SOON !!!

2006-06-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

THESE TWO DAYS PURPOSELY DIDNT WRITE CAUSE WANT MAKE MYSELF BUSY TOMOLO WHEN I USE COM. STUPID RIGHT....................BUT NO OTHER WAY I CAN BE BUSY.............hAIZ..............I WANT TO BE BUSY LIKE ALL OF YOUR !!! :"(
Yesterday i method worked lo i really sing till i sleep !!!HAHA.....yAy......YiPPiE !!! after i woke up at 7am prepared somethings then went to school for the robotics thingy...............time flew during the thingy, i guess i enjoyed it lo..........after that dun want go home cause want make myself busy...........so went to keith house play PS2 play till 6 then i go home............i crazy liao.....................still bored when in his house cause alot people also go there so didnt get to play much lo................so was quite bored there lo.........come back now stare at com. screen as usual lo..............I AM BORED !!! :"( hAiZ............

BACK TO THE BORING HOLIDAYS AGAIN............

2006-06-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

...............hAiZ !!! i am so bored........i want to busy like your !!! :"(............ sian today wednesday 14/6/06 i forgot i got robotics course.............then wake up dam late at 10 plus.........then Mr Tay call and remind me then i remembered, then he say nvm tomolo must go cause cannot too many lessons..........HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! after the call i switch on my com play till 3 plus then ent to get tortured again ( swimming training ) then after go home switch on com do nothing again sit there stare...................boring !!! today night going to sing myself till i sleep !!! ??? HAHA...yAy...YiPPiE !!! cause you ask me to but i cant so try this "weird method" lo !!! HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!!

hAiZ..............BORING HOLIDAYS !!! hAiZ.......i WANT TO BE BUSY LIKE THE OTHERS..........

2006-06-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

i hate holidays !!! lots of people like them..........i juz dun........... today morning wake up 8am then play till 9.30pm go Jun ming house cause trying to make myself enjoy this hateful holiday...........so brought my PS2 there play all the way till 6pm then i went home..........boring lo play and play !!! HAHA......yAy......YiPPiE !!!wnet home ate dinner online boring no one chatting with me much so was like staring at the com. again today...........BORING !!! after that slept at 11.30pm..............STILL A BORING DAY TODAY I WANT TO BUSY ALL DAY.........EVEN WHEN I USING COM.

I AM SO USELESS..............I DUN EVEN DARE WATCH A HORROR MOVIE...........

2006-06-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

Even though its the holidays.........everyone is so busy.......execpt me rotting at home every single day..........hAiZ !!! I want to be busy also...... :"( And today at least i was occupied....first wake up then went to school for A-maths remedial.........two hours sit there i was juz copying blindly although some i understand............after that went "son" house play starcraft...........fun actually !!! NOW ADDICTED TO THE GAME LE............SAVING UP TO BUY IT !!! HAHA...yAy...YiPPiE !!! after that they all go watch movie............felt so useless couldnt go into the cinema with them cause they watching horror movie and i dun dare watch.........i am useless.......... !!! :"( hAiZ always went they watch a horror movie i feel useless cause i want to join them watch same movie............but problem is i dun dare !!! Guess i will always be useless lo............hAiZ !! :"( then after they go into the cinema.........said Byello then went home and prepared to go for my swimming............ as usual got tortured again came home didnt walk much cause tired so juz sit in front of com. chat with Jun Ming and Keith cause all the others all busy.......... I MISS CHATTING WITH YOU LO...........hAiZ but you busy..........nvm lo !! HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! Then after i wrote this post went to bed cause tomolo must wake up early do "something" HAHA.....yAy......YiPPiE !!! ( REGAINED MY HAPPINESS.........WILL BE USING HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! AGAIN ) HAHA.....yAy.........YiPPiE !!! NOT SO BAD TODAY ALMOST HALF DAY BUSY !!! yAy............

NEVER CRY TODAY...........BUT BORING DAY !!!

2006-06-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

nothing much to write today.................boring day today morning sleep till 11am wake up sit in front of tv day dream..........afternoon parents want go out ask me follow..................bought nothing as usual........but carried lots of things home which my parents brought everytime they go out shopping..........come home eat dinner le father went out to play golf wanted to go........but sian always when i play lousier than him he will say i useless !!! so didnt go lo..............stayed at home stare at com. again............do nothing................hAiZ...........tomolo still have to go school !!! HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! want to be busy tomolo...........hope i can make it happen..........mabye cannot lo :"(

THANX..........FOR FORGIVING ME :"( .........

2006-06-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

Today morning never wake up cause never even sleep lo..........now very tired................hAiZ then today morning i play until evening..........i xiao le ma.............then at night knew that you have forgiven me i was happy............then at night shocking news..........subaa admit........................... : "·$#FF8040jethar™ ; - freak - o + jell - o says:
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and lastly i have to say ............ SORRY SUBAA............. :"( JUZ WANTED TO STOP CRYING A HAVE A GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP SO HAD SOME FUN ( NOT FUN FOR YOU I KNOW ) TO MAKE ALL THIS TRUE HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND ( I KNOW YOU WONT UNDERSTAND )............SORRY !!! COME BITE MY EAR OFF IF THAT WILL SATISFY YOUR ANGER...............NO ONE WILL CARE IF I HAVE ONE LESS EAR SO BITE IT OFF IF IF YOU WILL BE HAPPY AFTER ACCOMPLISHING THAT...................

SORRY...............PLZ FORGIVE ME :'( AFTER ALL I STILL HAVEN GROW UP YET.........

2006-06-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

HAHA......yAy.......YiPPiE !!! PLZ FORGIVE ME................................. nothing happened today juz CRYING all day like the previous days then afternoon go swimming come back online msn again sit ther Cry lo then at night sleep lo...........boring day..............

Rdragon IS DEAD........why must all this happen ??? HE DUN WANT.......SO HE CHOSE TO DIE......

2006-06-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

He is dead, he will be back.........but forgetting every single he knows before he was dead ( NOT WANTING THIS TO HAPPEN !!! ) ..........not going to cry anymore ( LIKE TODAY WHOLE DAY SEE HIM CRYING ).......................and most importantly he dun want all this to happen...........he dun know why too...............nvm now that he is dead ...........today nothing happened much for him he juz stayed home most of the day CRYING..........afternoon he was doing something...........( ALSO CRYING WHILE DOING SOMETHING ) Then at night online msn, same as the two previous days nothing happened........ he juz sat there still CRYING.............i guess he is not going to sleep tonight.........i guess he will be crying all the way till morning....................( want to revive the previous Rdragon ??? Give a comment or through msn..........) NO ONE WILL WANT TO..........JUZ WRITING FOR "FUN" ............

EVERYONE TREATS ME AS IF I AM INVISIBLE.........

2006-06-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

Today didnt go to school for my A-maths remmedial cause must bring my relatives who always say i stupid and useless around Singapore..........even if i go for the remmedial thing everyone will treat me as i am invisible so i go or dont go also the same lo.......hAiZ then from morning 10.30am go out till 3 plus then came back, then they again went to sleep.............so i also again go that same sofa rot there till they wake up then at night online like yesterday never do anithing juz waiting for the time to pass............again today i cried.........

CRYING IS ALL I KNOW NOW.............

2006-06-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

Crying is cause i miss you and so many things happening...........hAiZ i want to run away from all this...........and i cant !!! Have been crying all day i want to stop...... today got scolded by my mother juz because i was looking unhappy.............wat else can i do !!!! its not that i want want myself to be so sad.......is.......nvm dun one to recall it anymore..... tomolo cant go for the A-maths cause must entertain my relatives who always say i stupid and useless...........then i still must entertain them..............then at night online msn, never do anithing juz sit there waiting for the time to pass and finally at 12 plus got tired so went to sleep.........SORRY !!! :'(

I AM STUPID AND USLEESS, YOUR HAPPY....... !!! ???

2006-06-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

Onli one day after i stop crying and was like more happy...........start to cry again today !!! :'( Today alot of my relative came visit from malaysia.......... didnt served them well........useless. They say want to go out so go out lo........whole trip i kept quiet all the way till i reached home, then after that they all go sleep in the afternoon i was sitting there in the corner CRYING.......until now i am still crying !!! people say i am stupid and useless and they want me to dissapear from their sight.........

HAPPY AFTER WEEKS OF CRYING..........

2006-06-05T11:14:00.000+08:00

Finally its over, i got myself over with it and now i can laugh as normal.........yAy ( bad news for lots of people out there ) Today intended to play all day but my parents say they going out ask me follow to help them carry things.......... so didnt play whole day !!! HAHA...yAy.....YiPPiE !!! Then at night came home online many people see my name so happy then they kept on disturbing me............but i still happy !!! HAHA.....yAy.......YiPPiE !!! Then at night sleep at 12plus.........

GOT BACK SOME OF MY VOICE.............

2006-06-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

Today woke up then was quite happy cause i got back some of my voice so can at least talk abit lo then all the way until 5pm it was either sitting at the sofa rotting or doing the something i started doing yesterday so not much to write about today........ then at night online chat with you then go sleep.......boring days ahead !!! HAHA.....yAy.......YiPPiE !!! I HATE HOLIDAYS !!!

WOKE UP TODAY WITH NO VIOCE AT ALL..........

2006-06-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

OMG !!! I cant even utter a single word......... so i didnt talk during the english remmedial then Ms Ong say i very quiet and look lonely perhaps i really am in that state now..........hAiZ then she ask me to sit with someone but i intended to say no need, i am fine sitting alone !!! but then i got no voice to say anithing.......... then when i didnt say anithing she asked me who i did liked to sit with.........but then even if i have my voice back at that instant i also wouldnt say anithing.......... then after that went home play com. until 3pm then went for my torturing lesson again..........sianz then at 8.30pm i reach home after finishing my torturing class..........then did abit of the "thing" i started today then at 9.30pm play com till 12am then i went to sleep......... today whole day didnt talk to anyone onli use online chat and SMS..........can die without talking lo........... miss talking to you especially........... and by the way i am much more happier than yesterday !!! HAHA......yAy.......YiPPiE !!! hope i can soon be as happy as i was before............will that day ever come ??? hope tomolo wake up with my voice back...........or mabye it wont... anyway i am happier then yesterday thats the truth...... !!! HAHA.....yAy.....YiPPiE !!! SMILING AFTER SOoooo MANY DAYS OF CRYING, I AM FEELING BETTER and mabye at people say is true "laughter is the best medicine" and you !!! are the onli one who made me laugh during this few miserable days of my life....THANX nUe Er !!! HAHA.....yAy......YiPPiE !!!

ANOTHER BORING HOLIDAY........... STARTED TO CRY AGAIN !!!

2006-06-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

Today, although i was still quite sick i had to wake up at 7pm to prepare to go school cause my mother forced me to, saying that my sickness is not as serious so i was dragging my feet to school all the way................no strenght to even lift up my feet to walk properly....... then after that went home then start to think of recent things happening and making me sad and wanted to cry..........after that when i felt better went to JUN MING house AGAIN to play PS2 which i brought there then at about 5.55pm i went home then ate dinner then as usual switch on com. to chat with you cause no will else will............then 11.30pm then went to sleep...........so late wonder wat time i am going to wake up tomolo.......

I AM SICK SINCE FRIDAY............BUT NOW I FEEL WORSE !!!

2006-05-31T22:51:00.000+08:00

I AM SO SICK............but cannot go see doctor cause my parents say its juz a minor problem but now its seems that it has worsen..........hAiZ today nothing happen so dun really have much to write i onli went to get tortured (SWIMMING) cause my mother forced me too go lo even thought she know i am sick then after getting tortured i went home and i am feeling worse then ever........ tomolo i dun want to go school for the english remmedial but mum force me too........hAiZ if i continue like that i am very sure that i will die...........

ANOTHER BORING AND STUPID HOLIDAY...........

2006-05-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

Today nothing better to do at home so after i woke up i started playing games as usual then really play until sian liao so at about 11 am plus i wanted to off com then go do nothing..........but then JUN MING ask me go out for FUN ??? and so i agreed lo cause nothing to do.......some more go quite far go until LAVENDER ( PLACE TO MAKE PASSPORT AND IC ) really far lo so when we reached they go do NPCC stuff so i juz follow lo but i liike extra......... but nvm lah cause i think i m used to being an extra liao :'( ........ HAHA......yAy.....YIPPiE !!! after that go home play game again then play until 11 plus then go sleep lo...........hAiZ i really hate this stupid holiday......................

BORING.................STUPID HOLIDAYS !!!!!

2006-05-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

Today is the start of the holidays, since its the holiday i should be happy cause no studying......... but seriously i am hating this stupid holidays !!! and it onli the first day !!! OMG still got so many days till school reopen..........hAiZ wake up at 9am today then nothing to do........until 1pm didnt do one single thing juz sit on my bed cry then after that 1pm went online to chat with my classmates hoping i would cry less but it turned out the other way round..........then 4.30pm go train my running for nothing cause really dam bored.........then at night online onli dare chat with you.........but i am quite quiet during the chat.................. I AM SORRY for being so quiet !!!

YOUR MENTIONED HER NAME............ AND I HAVE BEEN CRYING SINCE THEN.......

2006-05-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

Today straight after i woke up my parents asked me to change then we went out together but the whole day they were shopping happily and i was juz following them behind crying......... when they saw me crying they didnt actually care........luckily they didnt....... cause i wouldnt want to tell them.............. so after that when we reached home i went online then Subaa ask me go watch spongebob squarepants which is cartoon which i have always hated them but this is the first time in my life that i ever enjoyed watching a cartoon !!! cause it was sort of amusing that it actually made me smile for the second time since i have started crying ...... first one to make me smile and laugh is you lo !!! HAHA.......yAy..............YiPPiE !!! then watch until 1 am in the morning then went to sleep........

NOW THERE IS SOMETHING NEW I NEED TO DO EVERYDAY.........CRYING :'( I JUZ CANT STOP.........

2006-05-28T11:07:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder why i am actually crying but always to no answer, i juz cant stop crying every mention of her name makes me want to cry cause of some unexplainable happenings.......... thats why when i hear "her" name i would want to cry and plus recently sooo many sad and unhappy things happenings i cant control myself..........but onli to cry........ and today nothing much happen juz stay at home play com. until 5.30pm then after that go out shopping, reach home at 8.55pm, then at 9pm go eat dinner all by myself cause at 5 pm alreadi go eat dinner le............ so after dinner came back quite late at about 10.30pm then after that play com. again until 1.30pm then sleep................

:'( DO "YOU" STILL KNOW ME............ ( 26/05/2006 )

2006-05-26T13:56:00.000+08:00

Today i also dun know wat happen wat so sleepy whole day, then the onli things i knew was that i collected my class photos which have my ugly face.......... then clean the classroom cause last day of school le ( I DIDNT DO ANITHING LO !!! CAUSE I WAS TOO SLEEPY, I KNOW PEOPLE WILL SAY I AM FINDING EXCUSES BUT I AM REALLY TIRED......... ) HAHA.......yAy......YiPPiE !!! Then after that first time i went home sooooooooo early i was even shocked myself.........weird lo ??? Mabye cause someone made me mostly want to CRY and abit angry so i went home damn early........ :'( Then at night meet the parents session then i was abit scared cause Mr Tay meeting my parents........then my result werent as good as many of my friends or should i say classmates ??? so bored during the ceremony cause i was sitting behind all my classmates all alone no one to tell how scared i was........but nvm lah cause it turned out not so bad cause Mr Tay didnt speak too bad of me.......... but go home that time was like having a great headache on the way home ( no particular reason why i had a great headache) then online then was crying again and no one knows and i dun want anyone to know.............

I RATHER STAY AT HOME AND CRY THEN GO TO THE BORING NAVAL BASE............

2006-05-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

.............................. Today wasnt a bad day compared to yesterday cause yesterday didnt sleep at all again cause i was crying all night yesterday, then today no studies cause going to the Naval Base place...........quite boring actually nothing much to see.......then onli thing i enjoy was when i was on the ship and the ship was swaying with the wind but you werent there..........hAiZ !!! shouldnt have even go to school today.........then i first time sleep after 3 days and it was on the bus............not comfortable at all lo !!! cant believe i even closed my eyes to sleep cause i didnt intend to sleep............but the truth is i still slept........when we all got back to school then can go home le !!! But i didnt go home cause as usual dun want to go home so early lo...........so go alvin house play PANGYA.........then after that go home then you ask me must sleep at least 6 hours so i did it juz for you.......................then at 11.55pm i went to sleep and intended to sleep until 6am so its 6 hours and 5 mins so its 5 mins more of wat you want..........alot le !!!

TODAY WONT SLEEP.......... CAUSE WILL BE CRYING THE WHOLE NIGHT.......

2006-05-23T20:02:00.000+08:00

..................................Today nothing much happen, juz that my DnT project finishing soon le !!! yAy.................and know wat, i am crying while i am writing this ( predicted to cry till morning........so not sleeping at all tonight ) so today nothing else to write le lo.........

TODAY REALLY TIRED AND FIRST-HALF OF THE DAY FEELING VERY DOWN..............BUT SECOND -HALF............

2006-05-22T20:59:00.000+08:00

HAHA.............yAy.................YiPPiE !!! Today didn't really wake up lo cause never even sleep cause was crying all night cause was thinking of "her" again then was also worried about you............ so today almost whole day damn tired lo so every one who noticed i was like sleeping throughout the first three periods lo, then after that was recess saw her after watching movie at AVA room (never watch actually go there sleep onli ) then think of her again then recess i was actually crying not sleeping le.................. Then after school got games day thingy then halfway rain so it was cancelled so very happy lo..............Then after that went to Macdonald with two friends and you then juz sit there do nothing...........after that accompany you home then done another first time lo say " PAPA luv you " in front of you...........abit scary !!! WAS HAPPY AFTER SAYING IT !!! HAHA...........yAy.............YiPPiE !!! Then after that went home then you and "her" save me from crying again tonight or mabye not....................

hAiZ...........TODAY SO SIANZ !!! I ALSO ABIT MAD AGAIN CAUSE LONG WEEKEND AGAIN...........

2006-05-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

Nowadays wake up quite late lo today at about 12 lo then mother scold me lo ( i know 12 is still quite late for you ) HAHA.......yAy........YiPPiE !!! Then after that dun know go where lah, then i juz follow where they go lo..................so sianz !!! Then after that go cut hair lo, but not nice at all........ i think you all sure will laugh at my hairstyle one lo.................hAiZ then tomolo got games day..........then mabye will have to team up with the two or three stupid people lo.........it is like sianz until cannot sianz le................Then you like so sad before you go off tonight............tonight sure wont have a good sleep or mabye wont even sleep............. and mabye i will also cry cause worried about you lo and makes me remind of "her" :'( Dun want to talk about it le lah go cry and worry about you le....................................

TODAY GO PLAY REAL PANGYA............ BUT MUCH MORE TIRING !!!

2006-05-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at an amazing late time at 12.30pm ( i know its still early for you ) HAHA.........yAy.......YiPPiE !!! Then play PANGYA until 3pm then after that go MALAYSIA then SMS you while waiting to reach the destination (another first time: first time i SMS you ) HAHA............yAy............YiPPiE !!! Then when reach so sian father go register and all the boring things so i was sitting there waiting for it to begin.................... at 6pm it finally started, first time i was playing golf ( pangya ) on a golf course...................My score wasnt very good lo.......cause i wasnt realli wasnt concentrating well cause i miss chatting with you lo cause always make me happy : p HAHA..........yAy...........YiPPiE !!! Then after the 18-hole round my father wanted to go eat dinner in MALAYSIA, but then i told him i got something " very important " to do so ask him to rush home.......... ( you know wat the " very important " thing is right ??? ) HAHA........yAy.............YiPPiE !!! After doing the " very important " thing i went to play pangya lo...............Then now you are a Beginner A le !!! CONGRATZ !!! HAHA...........yAy............YiPPiE !!

JUZ A "NORMAL" HOLIDAY FOR ME.............

2006-05-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

Today no school ( i also dun know why ) but the weird thing is i first time no school still wake up so early ( 7.30am ) So early wake up so go help you play PANGYA again lo !!! HAHA............yAy............YiPPiE !!! Then after that call you to wake you up cause you always wake up so late : p !!! Then when i call you that time i juz downstairs your house lo cause i wanted to help you do "something" cause you say must treat you better but the you say no need so nvm lo.............. (YOU KNOW WAT THE SOMETHING IS........ ) After that go get tortured ( swimming ) HAHA..............yAy.............YiPPiE !!! cause i not go there play one i go there train speed lo so like getting tortured cause damn tiring............... Then after that go home login MSN then somethings happen that kind of made me cry so dun want to mention them................

AIYO !!! TODAY WAS CRYING AND SMILING........... WEIRD DAY TODAY !!!

2006-05-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

Today nothing much happen execpt at night.................... Today as usual go school lo then after school so sian juz sit on the table waiting for nothing to happen ??? HAHA......yAy.......YiPPiE !!! Then after that go ALVIN house play PANGYA then use your account help you train then ALVIN was like shocked when he know that i all along knew account !!! Then i keep on winning alvin !!! HAHA...yAy...YiPPiE !!! Then after that at 6pm go home le.......... then was feeling very down.......... Then after that online juz login MSN then sit there looking at the com. screen reflecting..............then after about 5 min. you told me no need to be sad cause of you then you also ask me no need to reflect lo.......... But then i am still quite sad lo, i told you then you say if i sad you go cut your hand............... Then i say juz leave me alone lo cause i oni know how to hurt you.............. ( I ASK YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE CAUSE I DUN WANT TO HURT YOU..)
Then after that you say "YOU HATE ME"........ Then i started to cry lo then i mother thought i crazy lo stare at the com screen until cry............... But then after after chatting for a few more hours.......... Then back to normal le and after this i feel i treasuring you more le...........

WAAAAAA !!! TODAY THE THUMBS UP PROGRAMME............

2006-05-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

yAy, today abit sad cause no P.E (cause most likely 2.4km run wat ), but nvm the Thumbs Up programme at least not as boring as i thought but turned out to be the other way round cause i didnt know a small "test" can tell you your personalities !!! And i totally agree with the test results cause it really suits me the best and my friends also agreed with it.......... after school went to basketball play two matches then after that went home then this time never play pangya, cause need to go for my swimming training so login MSN awhile then rush off to the swimming pool at Bukit Batok............ After that walk very slowly to Westmall (Shopping Mall at Bukit Batok) cause very tired of the stupid and tiring training......... Then go to the Popular at dun know which floor then go buy PANGYA card then the picture on the card very cute so tomolo bringing to show you.......... HAHA...........yAy.............YiPPiE !!! Then at night when i got home at about 9.36pm was the first time i chat with girl on the phone for so long......... another first time !!! HAHA.......yAy........YiPPiE !!! Then after that go sleep le lo cause nothing to do le (like there will be something to do for me at such a late time !!! ) HAHA.........yAy...........YiPPiE !!!
I WONDER HOW I PASSED MY ENGLISH, BUT I THINK MIRACLE AGAIN !!! HAHA..............yAy.............YiPPiE !!!

MIRACLES ACTUALLY DO HAPPEN !!! RESULTS NOT VERY GOOD..........

2006-05-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

Only till today then i have realized that miracles really do happen, cause my E-maths SA1 i passed !!! Although this is nothing for most of my classmates, but it was a very great achievement for me......... But then all the other results were not as good....... But nvm cause i will defeniatly work harder next time and try my best to get what i want !!! And the miracle happened cause of "someone" encouraging me all the way saying i can pass and all and so i passed eventually, so must really thank that person for helping me !!! THANX...... HAHA.....yAy...........YiPPiE !!! Then after school, go home straight......... special lo, first time school finish go home straight =[ but nvm go home play pangya........ =] HAHA..........yAy............YiPPiE !!!

OMG !!! SAND WAR TODAY....... QUITE DIRTY !!! BUT ALSO FUN.....

2006-05-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

I AM ABIT MAD TODAY, ( YOU KNOW WHY ) SO TOMOLO THEN I WRITE....................
HAHA..........yAy.........YiPPiE !!! LUV YOU......... HAHA !!!
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Dun want to delete previous part cause i want to remember that this is the first time i had turned abit mad cause of someone........ HAHA........yAy...........YiPPiE !!!
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OK, now back to todays update, today morning wake up at 10 then went to play pangya (after brushing my teeth lah !!! ) then play until 12 something i went to Jun Ming house there play basketball, then play halfway saw Han Sheng then i follow him, but then felt so bad leave Jun Ming there so i ask Han Sheng want send him home anot and as usual HAn Sheng say "anithing" and so we sent Jun Ming home. After that we went cycling around (mi and Han Sheng ) Then at about 2.30pm we seperated cause he going home to take something then i go eat, after that went to school gate meet subaa, gez, alvin and Han Sheng. Then we like juz following subaa blindly cycle and cycle then finally reach.... Lot 1 then they buy dun know wat thing at Mac then after that also dun know go wat park lah, ( i oni know how to go to places but almost all dun know name ) then after subaa they all drink finish the dun know wat thing then started to play games they were childish for them......... which also means the games are not childish at all to me cause you say i better dun grow up, which means i am still small and can play children games and dun regard it a childish games !!! HAHA............yAy..........YiPPiE !!! Then when playing catching at the playground i was juz sitting on the swing watching durgez trying to catch Han Sheng then suddenly HAn Sheng run towards me then behind as durgez catching up so i quickly jump down the swing and started to run, but to my horror someone grabbed mi then i was like caught by durgez but dun know who was it......... and when i was caught i was sitting on the pile of sand suddenly a big handful of sand hit my back, so dirty lo !!! So before leaving the park went to the washing spot to clear myself from all the sand on my head......... Then after that accompany subaa home then again play "childish" games at under her block playground after which go home and play pangya again........ and so ends my mad day !!! HAHA......yAy.......YiPPiE !!! love you !!!

MOTHER'S DAY ??? NO NEED TO CELEBRATE !!! BUT FEEL I WEIRD ABOUT IT.........

2006-05-14T23:53:00.000+08:00

Today "MOTHER'S DAY" but i no need to celebrate it cause i kena lock in the room again like yesterday, then i felt very weird lo !!! Cause every year i also celebrate it with my parents but then now........... and so stayed in the room sleeping for almost the whole day then when my parents go out i sneaked out to the com. room than started to play pangya !!! HAHA.....yAy.........YiPPiE !!! Then at night when my parents sleep i online again and was quite happy cause "someone" also happy le............... Then after that quite late then sleep. Sorry, today nothing much to write so very sorry....... PAPA still luv you...... HAHA......yAy........YiPPiE !!!

SITTING THERE LOOK AT THE CARS PAST.........

2006-05-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

Today nothing much happened, in the morning i was just sitting in front of my study table drawing stupid things........ cause i cant even go out of the room cause kena lock in the room as usual so never eat anithing !!! HAHA.......yAy..........YiPPiE !!! Then afternoon, i draw until nothing to draw le so went in front of the window and sat there..... HAHA like a kid like that then after that bored until i started counting at the cars that are passing the road juz below my house...... Then after sitting there for 5 hours juz counting the cars i calculated that 364 cars passed the road....... like so stupid !!! But wat else to do ??? Then after that evening went back to drawing but this time draw proper things but childish things nvm then when parents all sleep le then went online to chat on msn and play pangya lo...... That is perhaps going to my weekend plans every week until my parents decide not to lock me up in the stupid room and starve me !!! NVM i also dun care i will definately not die, for someone........ OK, byello and miss you, so many days holiday.......... HATE IT LO wish nol holi dae better and no weekends so no need to get locked up and wont miss you juz everyday go to school can see you.........

yAy !!! FINALLY THE END OF EXAMS !!! CAN WRITE BLOG AGAIN !!! HAHA...yAy...YiPPiE !!!

2006-05-13T00:08:00.000+08:00

So many days have gone by, so many things happened. I have change !!! In wat way ??? You should ask my friends this, in the first place after all this day, do i actually still have a friend ???
I have noticed that during this painful days of my life, all my friends are one by one leaving me !! And soon enough i may onli be left with my nUe Er le !!! And i would be alone, and nobody will say i am stupid and useless anymore !!! Then i would be so happy !!! HAHA.......yAy.........YiPPiE !!!
So many things happen during these day that i didnt update my blog, both happy and sad, but mostly sad things happen and i dun wish to elaborate on them, come to think of it want to cry le, but i wont cause promise someone to try my best not to cry le ! HAHA...........yAy............YiPPiE !!! And the oni thing that is happy that i can remember of is first time i said "I love YOU" on the phone to someone !!! I also dun know where i got the courage from !!! Very malu lo !!! But quite fun actually !!! HAHA.........yAy........YiPPiE !!! And that is the onli happy thing that happened !!! hAiZ !!! And my exams were like......... hAiZ !!! Now have started liking cycling again, i also dun know why lo !!! Juz think it is cause i like all sorts of sports haha !!! And actually i need not write my blog any more cause no one ever reads it so wat's the point of writing ??? But nUe Er ask mi to write so just write, cause she my beloved nUe Er !!! HAHA.........yAy...........YiPPiE !!! ( STSRTING TO WRITE NONSENSE ( I ALSO DUN KNOW WAT I WRITING)) Now after i so long never play basketball i now dun even know how to dribble the ball !!! OMG i think i must go train up again !!! But now no friends to go play basketball with....... hAiZ wat am i going to do !!! Should i quit basketball ?? Probably not cause my dream is to be good at the 3 types of sports i like which are golf,running and basketball !!! HAHA !!! (END OF THE NONSENSE ) HAHA..........yAy..........YiPPiE !!! OK i think that should be all i have to say for today........... tomolo going to get lock in the room so onli will be writing blog if parents going out cause i have the key !!! HAHA ............yAy........YiPPiE !!!! Byello.....
IF YOU ARE NOT nUe Er PLZ give a comment i juz want to see how many friends left !!! hAiZ.........................................

FELLING BETTER ( HAPPIER ) CAN RESUME WRITING BLOG LE !!!!! BUT ..........

2006-04-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

HaiO, i am now in a better mood to update my blog again but have to STUDY for the upcoming MID-YEAR exams !!! So after exams then start to update blog again !!! ( unless anything sad happens to me in between the exams ) HAHA....yAy....YiPPie !!!!!!!!

NOT GOING TO POST ANY ENTRYS UNTIL I FEEL BETTER !!!!! HaiZ !!!!!!

2006-04-25T18:56:00.000+08:00

ALL THE BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME !!!!!!! SO UNTIL I HAPPY AGAIN THERE WONT BE ANY BLOG UPDATES !!! HAHA............yAy............YiPPiE !!!!!!

FRIDAY LO !!!!! yAy !!!!!! HAHA..........yAy........YiPPiE !!!!!!!!

2006-04-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

TODAY is a very tiring day for me and mabye some of my friends !!! Cause after school go play basketball until six thirty then go home !!!!! HAHA............yAy............YiPPiE !!! Then today in school nothing much happened !!!!!! Then today morning my father for nothing scold us just pick on our small little mistake to scold us then make my sister cry until like dunno wat !!!!! HAIZ then i cant help cause my father say dun care about her !!!!!!! HAIZ !!!!! I SO BAD !!!!! And so making today post the shortest one that i have posted !!!!!!! HAHA..............yAy............YiPPiE !!!!!!!! Byello

WEIRD THURSDAY !!! I ALSO DUN KNOW WHY WEIRD !!!!!!!! HAHA..............yAy.........YiPPiE !!!!

2006-04-20T22:04:00.001+08:00

Today seems very weird for me and i dun know why also !!!!!!!! HAHA............yAy...........YiPPiE !!! Today got one extra leson after school. HAIZ !!!!!! Then after school cause today i never bring basketball sat in class and did nothing but it was fun and again i dun know why ??? HAHA.........yAy........YiPPiE !!!! Then when i walk around the school i saw a scocer ball near the fitness corner !!! WAAAAAAA !!!!! So good then when i go down wanting to take it then i found out that it was out of air and the scocer ball was like a weird thing that i have never seen before !!! ( Mabye thats why i think today is weird cause so many weird things happening !!! ) HAHA............yAy..........YiPPiE !!!!!!!!! Then play with it in class. Then after that 5 something go home le !!!! Then nothing much happened le !!!!!! SO........ BYELLO !!!!!! HAHA.........yAy............YiPPiE !!!!!!!!

WAAAAAA !!!!!! SO HAPPY TODAY !!!! HAHA..............yAy..........YiPPiE !!!!

2006-04-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

Today also dun know why i so happy lo !!!!! Just happy !!!! HAHA............yAy............YiPPiE !!!!!! Today half-day then after the half-day go hall assemble to get the stupid second place trophy got two some more !!!! HAHA...........yAy.............YiPPiE !!!!!! Then after that started to play basketball like mad play all the way until 6.15pm which i started at about 11.45am !!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAA such a long time and i actually still can continue playng but have to go home !!!! Then reach home show my mum the two trophys then she SCOLD me say i get second still dare to show her !!!!!!!! HAIZ..... nvm lah she always like that used to it le !!!!!!! Byello that's all for today !!!! Byello !!! See you tomolo !!!!!!!

WAAAA !!!!! THE STUPIDEST SPORTS DAY I HAVE EVER BEEN TOO !!! HAHA...........yAy.............YiPPiE !!!!!!!

2006-04-18T20:43:00.000+08:00

WAAAAAAAA !!!!! Today morning go school bag so light cause onli 2 periods ( first period test so no need to bring the book ) and the reason why today onli have 2 periods i cause today SPORTS DAY ( Stupidest one i have been too so far ) HAHA.............yAy........YiPPiE !!!!!!
RING !!!!!!! yAy go for the briefing lo then can go home. At the briefing "OM" say tomolo half-day !!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAA so good then can go play Basketball in school until vey late yAy !!!!!!!!!!! HAHA...........yAy.......YiPPiE !!!!!!!! THen later reach stadium at a very late time but nothin happen cause they still marking attendance !! HAHA !!!!! Then later got my stupid 1500m run WAAAAAAA !!!!!!! Aiya dun want to talk about it le !!!!! So lousy lo !!!!! HAI !!!!!! Got SECOND onli !!!!!!!!!! STUPID !!!!!! ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!! Then after my race rain lo then sports day cancel !!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAA so stupidThen after that play basketball in the rain for awhile then father ask me go home le HAI !!!!!!
I WISH TO USE UPDATE TO SAY SORRY TO EVERYONE THERE !!!!!!! SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME !!!!!!! HAI !!!!!!!!!
HAHA................yAy..............YiPPiE !!!!!!!! Byello !!!!!!!!

THE DAY BEFORE "DOOM's DAY" ( FOR ME ) AND MABYE FOR SOME OTHER PEOPLE !!!

2006-04-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

HAHA............yAy...............YiPPiE !!!!!!
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Today so sian nothing happen that i can write much on cause today after school just stay back and just rushing on my homework !!! HAIz so boring !!!!!! Then go home alone again !!! HAHA.............yAy..................YiPPiE !!!!!!! Then tomorrow " doom's Day" for me cause damn scared of sports day !!!!!! ( Then i know other people will say wat is there to be scared of ??? )
WAAAAAAAA !!!!!! TOMOLO I RUNNING SEH THAN NO CONFIDENT then now damn scared !!!!!! HAI !!!!!!! I go sleep le lo cause later tomolo no energy to run my best FOR TWO PERSONS TO SEE !!! HAHA..................yAy.............YiPPiE !!!!!!! DO YOU KNOW WHO THEY ARE ????? HAHA.................yAy..............YiPPiE !!!!!!!!!